St. Edith lyrics - Ayria
I saw your shadow in the darkened hall
You walked right over me, not knowing of your impending fall
And now they seek out you
They're worshipping your eternal pain
But with technology comes insecurity and a lack of faith
I'm here to calm you down
I'm here to calm you down, but it's over
It's over
It's over
Yes, it's over
You're in a tragic prison (it's over)
So desperate to get out (it's over)
I hope you find your way out (it's over)
I'm scared you can't exist (it's over)
The worst is over now
You should go to sleep and try not to dream
I'd try to talk to you, but I'm afraid of what you could bring
I know that one woman couldn't change the world, but you've changed this girl
A tortured place to be, I hope that you could find what you need
I'm here to calm you down
I'm here to calm you down, but it's over
It's over
It's over
Yes, it's over
You're in a tragic prison (it's over)
So desperate to get out (it's over)
I hope you find your way out (it's over)
I'm scared you can't exist (it's over)
And if you're trying to find me, you've found me
And if you're trying to find me, you've found me
And if you're trying to find me, you've found me
And if you're trying to find me, you've found me
Infiltrating My Way Through The System lyrics - Ayria
Someone told me you should never trust a desperate man
Keep your head straight with your eyes on the final prize
Don't lose the focus now
Fighting forward
There will always be the ones who question everything
I've always noticed
There's nothing bigger than all of the little things
It's what I'm waiting for
I've never wanted more
There's no telling just what we could do
Just have to get through this
I don't know what they want me to see
I just know that they don't see me
I'm concealed, silent threat too
I'm infiltrating through
I'm pushing through all sides
I've swallowed my pride
Just to be the one
Unchanged by the tides
With my final breath
I'll open my eyes
Made my way through a system that's left me to die
Crawling under, undetected by the ones who protect everything
A search for power but if you want to be like them you'll have to emulate
Finding a way through to the core and the center of everything
Imperfect system
I don't know what I strive to be in this pointless place
But I am waiting for something that gives me more
Infiltrating through the system
Not enough just to survive
Walking on the edge of nothing
Getting burned to feel alive
Keep your head straight with your eyes on the final prize
Don't lose the focus now
Fighting forward
There will always be the ones who question everything
I've always noticed
There's nothing bigger than all of the little things
It's what I'm waiting for
I've never wanted more
There's no telling just what we could do
Just have to get through this
I don't know what they want me to see
I just know that they don't see me
I'm concealed, silent threat too
I'm infiltrating through
I'm pushing through all sides
I've swallowed my pride
Just to be the one
Unchanged by the tides
With my final breath
I'll open my eyes
Made my way through a system that's left me to die
Crawling under, undetected by the ones who protect everything
A search for power but if you want to be like them you'll have to emulate
Finding a way through to the core and the center of everything
Imperfect system
I don't know what I strive to be in this pointless place
But I am waiting for something that gives me more
Infiltrating through the system
Not enough just to survive
Walking on the edge of nothing
Getting burned to feel alive
Be Me lyrics - Ayria
I think I know you
Sometimes I want to be you
No one knows why
but the grass always greener from the depths of the inside
And I want to laugh and I want to smile somewhere else for a while
Afraid of life but scared to die
I know it's strange so never mind
I's not real..
Real..
Real..
Every fear and every passion, I tied it to you
So if you push me under water, I'll drown facing you
And I know just what you're thinking, I destroy reality
But it's hard when on my back is shattered angel wings
I think you know me
but you want to be me
I don't know why
when uncertainty and fear are the reigners of this mind
My strength has left me now
It's faded like the sun in wintertime
And things that glitter also die alone
Nothing lasts through time
It's not real
Real..
Real..
Every fear and every passion, I tied it to you
So if you push me under water, I'll drown facing you
And I know just what you're thinking, I destroy reality
But it's hard when on my back is shattered angel wings
I close my eyes
I've fallen, you caught me
I'm drowning, can't rise above
This is my life
In the sky
And I know just what you're thinking, I destroy reality
But it's hard when on my back is shattered angel wings
Confusion emerges..
Confusion emerges..
Takes critisism..
Life..
I've fallen, you caught me
Sometimes I want to be you
No one knows why
but the grass always greener from the depths of the inside
And I want to laugh and I want to smile somewhere else for a while
Afraid of life but scared to die
I know it's strange so never mind
I's not real..
Real..
Real..
Every fear and every passion, I tied it to you
So if you push me under water, I'll drown facing you
And I know just what you're thinking, I destroy reality
But it's hard when on my back is shattered angel wings
I think you know me
but you want to be me
I don't know why
when uncertainty and fear are the reigners of this mind
My strength has left me now
It's faded like the sun in wintertime
And things that glitter also die alone
Nothing lasts through time
It's not real
Real..
Real..
Every fear and every passion, I tied it to you
So if you push me under water, I'll drown facing you
And I know just what you're thinking, I destroy reality
But it's hard when on my back is shattered angel wings
I close my eyes
I've fallen, you caught me
I'm drowning, can't rise above
This is my life
In the sky
And I know just what you're thinking, I destroy reality
But it's hard when on my back is shattered angel wings
Confusion emerges..
Confusion emerges..
Takes critisism..
Life..
I've fallen, you caught me
Post Apocalyptic Girl lyrics - Ayria
I feel something isn't right
I think it is this world
When there's nothing left to fight
We all fall down
We need a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough now
We need a breakthrough
All I need is to know you're out there
Another chance may be somewhere
But we want to start it all again
Follow me down
Alone middle of the night
It is the end of this world
I'd give everything I have
Just to get out
Took playing god one step too far
How could we been mistaken?
Man ruled from a counterfeit throne
We followed him down
Called it a breakthrough
Called it a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough now
We need a breakthrough
All I need is to know you're out there
Another chance may be somewhere
But we want to start it all again
Follow me down
Nothing left for me to wish for
Wanting you is detrimental
All I have is the beating of my heart
We all fall down
You're my shining star
Tell me where you are
You're my shining star
Tell me where you are
Do you dream of me?
We need a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough now
We need a breakthrough
All I need is to know you're out there
Another chance may be somewhere
But we want to start it all again
Follow me down
Nothing left for me to wish for
Wanting you is detrimental
All I have is the beating of my heart
We all fall down
Follow me down..
Follow me down..
I think it is this world
When there's nothing left to fight
We all fall down
We need a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough now
We need a breakthrough
All I need is to know you're out there
Another chance may be somewhere
But we want to start it all again
Follow me down
Alone middle of the night
It is the end of this world
I'd give everything I have
Just to get out
Took playing god one step too far
How could we been mistaken?
Man ruled from a counterfeit throne
We followed him down
Called it a breakthrough
Called it a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough now
We need a breakthrough
All I need is to know you're out there
Another chance may be somewhere
But we want to start it all again
Follow me down
Nothing left for me to wish for
Wanting you is detrimental
All I have is the beating of my heart
We all fall down
You're my shining star
Tell me where you are
You're my shining star
Tell me where you are
Do you dream of me?
We need a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough now
We need a breakthrough
All I need is to know you're out there
Another chance may be somewhere
But we want to start it all again
Follow me down
Nothing left for me to wish for
Wanting you is detrimental
All I have is the beating of my heart
We all fall down
Follow me down..
Follow me down..
Cutting lyrics - Ayria
Tell me how to feel
Show me what is real
I tried to back away but everwhere's the same
And in this over-conscious world all I want to do is dream
I don't know what you held on to
To get this far but I need some too
Because I'm slipping from existence
And there's just no resistence
To stop this all from happening
Today the pain
It got so bad I had to scream
I'm cutting myself
Because I cannot face
The world around me
Is nothing
I'm cutting up myself
Because there's no way out
Dispersing what I feel
So I feel nothing
I don't know what to do
To be as numb as you
I must be doing something wrong to always feel this down
With an overwhelming urge to shout at those around
I tried to reach out to the past
But the lesson learned is to not look back
The memories will just confuse
An overwhelmed and frightened youth
I've learned to accept it
I know that that's pathetic
I can't explain to others
I know that they'll reject it
Today the pain
It got so bad I had to scream
I'm cutting myself
Because I cannot face
The world around me
Is nothing
I'm cutting up myself
Because there's no way out
Dispersing what I feel
So I feel nothing
Today the pain
It got so bad I had to scream
Today the pain
It felt so bad I had to scream
I had to scream
I had to scream
I had to scream
Show me what is real
I tried to back away but everwhere's the same
And in this over-conscious world all I want to do is dream
I don't know what you held on to
To get this far but I need some too
Because I'm slipping from existence
And there's just no resistence
To stop this all from happening
Today the pain
It got so bad I had to scream
I'm cutting myself
Because I cannot face
The world around me
Is nothing
I'm cutting up myself
Because there's no way out
Dispersing what I feel
So I feel nothing
I don't know what to do
To be as numb as you
I must be doing something wrong to always feel this down
With an overwhelming urge to shout at those around
I tried to reach out to the past
But the lesson learned is to not look back
The memories will just confuse
An overwhelmed and frightened youth
I've learned to accept it
I know that that's pathetic
I can't explain to others
I know that they'll reject it
Today the pain
It got so bad I had to scream
I'm cutting myself
Because I cannot face
The world around me
Is nothing
I'm cutting up myself
Because there's no way out
Dispersing what I feel
So I feel nothing
Today the pain
It got so bad I had to scream
Today the pain
It felt so bad I had to scream
I had to scream
I had to scream
I had to scream
My Device lyrics - Ayria
I walk alone
I tried my hand at something new
Without you
I'm better off
And on my own
I've fallen countless times but I've realized
I'm better off
I'm forgetting the mess that we were
Give and take
An eye for an eye
A tooth for a tooth
A sigh for a sigh
A lie for a lie
Without you I'm better off
Without you I'm better off
You were my device
A crutch that sustained me through life
Too crippled to put you aside
I never knew why
An eye for an eye
A bruise for a bruise
Was never enough
To satisfy you
I tried my hand at something new
Without you
I'm better off
And on my own
I've fallen countless times but I've realized
I'm better off
I'm forgetting the mess that we were
Give and take
An eye for an eye
A tooth for a tooth
A sigh for a sigh
A lie for a lie
Without you I'm better off
Without you I'm better off
You were my device
A crutch that sustained me through life
Too crippled to put you aside
I never knew why
An eye for an eye
A bruise for a bruise
Was never enough
To satisfy you
Flicker lyrics - Ayria
I know you're suffering
I'd like to change your fate
But I sense a lack of trust in me
I'll give you everything
I give the weak man strength
Eliminate what makes you weak
Do you want to know where the wind blows?
Do you feel the same when the winds change?
Do you want to know where the wind blows, today?
The story of your life
Never get it right
Sleepless through the night
I will be there
Spending all your time
Defending what is right
While afraid to take a side
I won't be there
Here we are again
Thought you knew everything
If you could only see the world through me
I take the rich man's greed
Then knock him down to me
To fill his eyes with what he is
Would you want to know where the wind blows?
Do you feel the same when the winds change?
Do you want to know where the wind blows, today?
The story of your life
Never get it right
Sleepless through the night
I will be there
The weakest of your kind
You're crippled and so blind
Flickering, then dying
I am not there
Never know
Where you are
Where to go
How far
Never know (never know)
Where you are (where you are)
Flickering (flickering)
Like a star
I never thought you'd do the things you said you would
You always wanted more than this small life could give
Immortalized you
God-sized you
Live forever
Now you've achieved it all
And no one wants to compare
Never know (never know)
Where you are (where you are)
Immortalized and God-sized
Never know (never know)
Where you are (where you are)
Flickering (flickering)
Like a star
I'd like to change your fate
But I sense a lack of trust in me
I'll give you everything
I give the weak man strength
Eliminate what makes you weak
Do you want to know where the wind blows?
Do you feel the same when the winds change?
Do you want to know where the wind blows, today?
The story of your life
Never get it right
Sleepless through the night
I will be there
Spending all your time
Defending what is right
While afraid to take a side
I won't be there
Here we are again
Thought you knew everything
If you could only see the world through me
I take the rich man's greed
Then knock him down to me
To fill his eyes with what he is
Would you want to know where the wind blows?
Do you feel the same when the winds change?
Do you want to know where the wind blows, today?
The story of your life
Never get it right
Sleepless through the night
I will be there
The weakest of your kind
You're crippled and so blind
Flickering, then dying
I am not there
Never know
Where you are
Where to go
How far
Never know (never know)
Where you are (where you are)
Flickering (flickering)
Like a star
I never thought you'd do the things you said you would
You always wanted more than this small life could give
Immortalized you
God-sized you
Live forever
Now you've achieved it all
And no one wants to compare
Never know (never know)
Where you are (where you are)
Immortalized and God-sized
Never know (never know)
Where you are (where you are)
Flickering (flickering)
Like a star
Lovely Day lyrics - Ayria
I've been listening to this song for hours
And my head aches but that doesn't stop me
It keeps repeating and now my eyes burn
They have turned red
And I do this to myself
I should get out
But there is nowhere to go on a Tuesday night
This restless feeling
There is no cure for
So I wait
It's a lovely day
To never feel this way again
And will I ever find
Someone who understands my mind?
I don't think so
It's just a sea of faces and vacant stares
And they will never be in this place again
I have your number
But I won't call it
I fear rejection more than being alone
I'm almost nauseous
Maybe I'm dying?
Over dramatic, but that's what happens
When you have too much time to think about the end
The lights look blurry now
And the cars pass by me on an energetic street
That I have no part of
It's a lovely day
To never feel this way again
And will I ever find
Someone who understands my mind?
I don't think so
It's just a sea of faces and vacant stares
And they will never be in this place again
I will wait for you to find me
But I know you never will
I will seek to you to save me
But I know you never will
I will try to regain passion
But I'm faltering
I will try to overcome this
But I'm overwhelmed again
Lovely day
Feel this way
Lovely place
Never feel this way
And my head aches but that doesn't stop me
It keeps repeating and now my eyes burn
They have turned red
And I do this to myself
I should get out
But there is nowhere to go on a Tuesday night
This restless feeling
There is no cure for
So I wait
It's a lovely day
To never feel this way again
And will I ever find
Someone who understands my mind?
I don't think so
It's just a sea of faces and vacant stares
And they will never be in this place again
I have your number
But I won't call it
I fear rejection more than being alone
I'm almost nauseous
Maybe I'm dying?
Over dramatic, but that's what happens
When you have too much time to think about the end
The lights look blurry now
And the cars pass by me on an energetic street
That I have no part of
It's a lovely day
To never feel this way again
And will I ever find
Someone who understands my mind?
I don't think so
It's just a sea of faces and vacant stares
And they will never be in this place again
I will wait for you to find me
But I know you never will
I will seek to you to save me
But I know you never will
I will try to regain passion
But I'm faltering
I will try to overcome this
But I'm overwhelmed again
Lovely day
Feel this way
Lovely place
Never feel this way
DOS lyrics - Ayria
I'm fighting time
They fight for life
I'm standing still
I'm watching them fall down
Impurity that eats at me
Awakening the need for sacrifice
My weakness is
My tolerance
And ignorance of other's lives
As people burn I'm watching my T.V.
Their faces pained
They don't affect me
I'd love to help
My hands are tied right now
While I'm still learning how to help myself
A way
How to help myself
In my defense
I powerless to circumstance
A slave to my freedom
Immunity from all I see
Thank god for me
For what I have become
All we have to fear is fear of ourselves
I'd move but I can't forgive myself
A part of me still wallows in self doubt
Don't mess with me
There's too much in my head
It's not my fault
It's just how I've been led
Impurity that eats at me
Awakening hate and sacrifice
My weakness is
My tolerance and ignorance of others lives
They fight for life
I'm standing still
I'm watching them fall down
Impurity that eats at me
Awakening the need for sacrifice
My weakness is
My tolerance
And ignorance of other's lives
As people burn I'm watching my T.V.
Their faces pained
They don't affect me
I'd love to help
My hands are tied right now
While I'm still learning how to help myself
A way
How to help myself
In my defense
I powerless to circumstance
A slave to my freedom
Immunity from all I see
Thank god for me
For what I have become
All we have to fear is fear of ourselves
I'd move but I can't forgive myself
A part of me still wallows in self doubt
Don't mess with me
There's too much in my head
It's not my fault
It's just how I've been led
Impurity that eats at me
Awakening hate and sacrifice
My weakness is
My tolerance and ignorance of others lives
Horrible Dream lyrics - Ayria
Suffering from bitterness
Not feeling so right
Uncontrolled-mismanaged hate
No one is right
Differences unforeseen
Bound to lead
At failed attempts to do something constructively
Diffuse it
Destroy it
Abuse it and enjoy it
This horrible dream
A horrible nightmare
A wonderful dream
A wonderful nightmare
This toxic mind provoking all hostility
Frail on the outer side, anxiety
Afraid of what I'm capable of damaging
Manifestation of a mental disease
Diffuse it
Destroy it
Abuse it and enjoy it
This horrible dream
A horrible nightmare
A wonderful dream
A wonderful nightmare
I cannot control this
Why can't I do something?
Why can't I do anything?
Why can't I do something
To stop the hostility?
Not feeling so right
Uncontrolled-mismanaged hate
No one is right
Differences unforeseen
Bound to lead
At failed attempts to do something constructively
Diffuse it
Destroy it
Abuse it and enjoy it
This horrible dream
A horrible nightmare
A wonderful dream
A wonderful nightmare
This toxic mind provoking all hostility
Frail on the outer side, anxiety
Afraid of what I'm capable of damaging
Manifestation of a mental disease
Diffuse it
Destroy it
Abuse it and enjoy it
This horrible dream
A horrible nightmare
A wonderful dream
A wonderful nightmare
I cannot control this
Why can't I do something?
Why can't I do anything?
Why can't I do something
To stop the hostility?
Had Something lyrics - Ayria
I think I want some more time
I need some more time
To take it all in
And start it again
Because all that you are
It isn't for me
It's breaking apart
It wasn't to be
Won't you understand
The reasons we couldn't do this?
They're standing in my way
With all the power trip's obliviousness
How am I deserving?
Taking almost everything I had
Used me up for everything I am
I thought you would give that much more to me
I thought we had something
Everything you are is not for me
Let it break apart
Not meant to be
I think I want some more time
I need some more time
To take it all in
And start it again
Because all that you are
It isn't for me
It's breaking apart
It wasn't to be
Looking back now
You have proven that nothing lasts forever
But a tiny moment
And time has moved us to separate dimensions
Taking almost everything I had
Used me up for everything I am
I thought you would give that much more to me
I thought we had something
Thought I knew something
But now it's nothing
Everything you are is not for me
I thought we had something
I think I want some more time
I need some more time
To take it all in
And start it again
Because all that you are
It isn't for me
It's breaking apart
It wasn't to be
Everything you said is coming true
Everything that I disliked about you
I need some more time
To take it all in
And start it again
Because all that you are
It isn't for me
It's breaking apart
It wasn't to be
Won't you understand
The reasons we couldn't do this?
They're standing in my way
With all the power trip's obliviousness
How am I deserving?
Taking almost everything I had
Used me up for everything I am
I thought you would give that much more to me
I thought we had something
Everything you are is not for me
Let it break apart
Not meant to be
I think I want some more time
I need some more time
To take it all in
And start it again
Because all that you are
It isn't for me
It's breaking apart
It wasn't to be
Looking back now
You have proven that nothing lasts forever
But a tiny moment
And time has moved us to separate dimensions
Taking almost everything I had
Used me up for everything I am
I thought you would give that much more to me
I thought we had something
Thought I knew something
But now it's nothing
Everything you are is not for me
I thought we had something
I think I want some more time
I need some more time
To take it all in
And start it again
Because all that you are
It isn't for me
It's breaking apart
It wasn't to be
Everything you said is coming true
Everything that I disliked about you
Mercury lyrics - Ayria
The dull light lingers
The candle flickers
Beside you in the red
The beat of nameless songs
The pulsing flame goes on
I try to hear
But I am not there
I saw you for the first time today
With nothing left in the way
I've never felt this way before
I fear I'll never feel this way again
What do you need to feel from me
Take what you want
What do you see?
On the ocean and beyond
Amidst the others
I'm waiting impatient
An echoed existence
The dull light lingers
The candle flickers
Beside you in the red
The beat of nameless songs
The pulsing flame goes on
I try to hear
But I am not there
The faces unfamiliar
I've never felt so close
A flickered little moment that goes on
That leaves me so sore
The candle flickers
Beside you in the red
The beat of nameless songs
The pulsing flame goes on
I try to hear
But I am not there
I saw you for the first time today
With nothing left in the way
I've never felt this way before
I fear I'll never feel this way again
What do you need to feel from me
Take what you want
What do you see?
On the ocean and beyond
Amidst the others
I'm waiting impatient
An echoed existence
The dull light lingers
The candle flickers
Beside you in the red
The beat of nameless songs
The pulsing flame goes on
I try to hear
But I am not there
The faces unfamiliar
I've never felt so close
A flickered little moment that goes on
That leaves me so sore
The Radio lyrics - Ayria
The radio keeps playing our old song again
To remind me of times when I thought that the days would never end
I knew this was coming, I thought I could change this
I knew you weren't coming, but that's what insincerity brings me
The visions of you, the visions of you
I have to tell you, I think that I've been haunted
I want to find you, because I think it's you who haunts me
I never trusted that you were fully complete
but now we're even, because I don't think you trust me
I've felt that something wasn't right
you never let me in your life
I know that something isn't right today
because you still haunt me
but I know, but I know...
because you still haunt me
well I know, well I know, well I know
I have to tell you, I think that I've been haunted
I want to find you, because I think it's you who haunts me
I never trusted that you were fully complete
But now we're even
The radio keeps playing our old song again
To remind me of times when I thought that the days would never end
I knew you would go, because things just haven't been the same since that day
Was it because of what I said?
I knew this was coming, thought I'd have power to delay, certain change
That's what insincerity brings me
The visions of you, the visions of you
I have to tell you, I think that I've been haunted
I want to find you, because I think it's you who haunts me
but I know, well I know...
Because you still haunt me
To remind me of times when I thought that the days would never end
I knew this was coming, I thought I could change this
I knew you weren't coming, but that's what insincerity brings me
The visions of you, the visions of you
I have to tell you, I think that I've been haunted
I want to find you, because I think it's you who haunts me
I never trusted that you were fully complete
but now we're even, because I don't think you trust me
I've felt that something wasn't right
you never let me in your life
I know that something isn't right today
because you still haunt me
but I know, but I know...
because you still haunt me
well I know, well I know, well I know
I have to tell you, I think that I've been haunted
I want to find you, because I think it's you who haunts me
I never trusted that you were fully complete
But now we're even
The radio keeps playing our old song again
To remind me of times when I thought that the days would never end
I knew you would go, because things just haven't been the same since that day
Was it because of what I said?
I knew this was coming, thought I'd have power to delay, certain change
That's what insincerity brings me
The visions of you, the visions of you
I have to tell you, I think that I've been haunted
I want to find you, because I think it's you who haunts me
but I know, well I know...
Because you still haunt me
Red Shift lyrics - Ayria
Energy passes
A mass of great distance
Red shifting slightly
Extremely ridged
Shifting away from gravitational existence
Everything happens with massive resistance
Shifting towards the red
Proportional to distance
Cosmological effect
Receding from our mission
Increasing energy
Recess velocity
The count goes on to
1, 2, 3, 4
Here I stand planted in this world, waiting
I see atmospheric extinction
Leading to planetary revolution
All the while threatening annihilation
We're facing a
colonized obliteration
A mass of great distance
Red shifting slightly
Extremely ridged
Shifting away from gravitational existence
Everything happens with massive resistance
Shifting towards the red
Proportional to distance
Cosmological effect
Receding from our mission
Increasing energy
Recess velocity
The count goes on to
1, 2, 3, 4
Here I stand planted in this world, waiting
I see atmospheric extinction
Leading to planetary revolution
All the while threatening annihilation
We're facing a
colonized obliteration
Sapphire lyrics - ayria
When I was a little girl
I never dreamt of terror
Is this all now that we are?
Connections have gone so wrong
I never meant to hurt myself
But I don't feel too nice today
And when you got in my way
I never meant to beat you
But now the damage is all done
Here comes the future
And it's not looking so bright
All the defenses I put up
I never thought I'd need them
But I'm disoriented
I can not find my way out
I'm stranded in my virtual world
Here comes the future
And it's not looking so bright
When I was a little girl
I never dreamt of terror
Is this all now that we are?
Connections have gone so wrong
All the hope is gone
You were right
All I ever wanted was the light
I never was myself all night
I put up my defense
I was right
I didn't know
I feel a stirring in you
I never dreamt of terror
Is this all now that we are?
Connections have gone so wrong
I never meant to hurt myself
But I don't feel too nice today
And when you got in my way
I never meant to beat you
But now the damage is all done
Here comes the future
And it's not looking so bright
All the defenses I put up
I never thought I'd need them
But I'm disoriented
I can not find my way out
I'm stranded in my virtual world
Here comes the future
And it's not looking so bright
When I was a little girl
I never dreamt of terror
Is this all now that we are?
Connections have gone so wrong
All the hope is gone
You were right
All I ever wanted was the light
I never was myself all night
I put up my defense
I was right
I didn't know
I feel a stirring in you
Disease lyrics - Ayria
Your love it touches me
One kiss and I can't breath
One touch, I'm suffocating
Get me out I can't breath
Afflicted feelings I should hide
There was a thousand warnings
Thought this devotion I'd deny
I turn to things that haunt me
You're a disease
Sweet tasting rabies
You suck the life right out of me
Just set me free
I think of nothing all the time
Sometimes it's nothing but you
You shouldn't mean a thing to me
This shouldn't be
A stabbing pain stuck in my side
Not sure why I adore you
A strangled choking little cry
I would do all things for you
You're a disease
Sweet tasting rabies
You suck the life right out of me
Just set me free
Leave me be
Set me free
You're a disease
And you spread this on to me
One kiss and I can't breath
One touch, I'm suffocating
Get me out I can't breath
Afflicted feelings I should hide
There was a thousand warnings
Thought this devotion I'd deny
I turn to things that haunt me
You're a disease
Sweet tasting rabies
You suck the life right out of me
Just set me free
I think of nothing all the time
Sometimes it's nothing but you
You shouldn't mean a thing to me
This shouldn't be
A stabbing pain stuck in my side
Not sure why I adore you
A strangled choking little cry
I would do all things for you
You're a disease
Sweet tasting rabies
You suck the life right out of me
Just set me free
Leave me be
Set me free
You're a disease
And you spread this on to me
Start Again lyrics - Ayria
I would have tried
Never knew how much it mattered to you
I'm losing sight of the things that I'd set out to do
Looking at the sky
Never knew that I could fly
Afraid to start again
Push, pushing myself down
Into this hole that comforts me to stay
And I try
To keep awake
Because every night it always feels too late
Never tried to
Never knew you
Never knew just how to fly
Always failed you
Never came through
Never saw the other side
Looking at the sky
Never knew that I could fly
Afraid to start again
And I don't know why
I was so afraid to fly
Why would happen if I tried
I'd have to start again
You're faster
Slow down
I can't catch up
I'm losing ground
Looking at the sky
Never knew that I could fly
Afraid to start again
And I don't know why
You are so afraid to fly
What would happen if we tried
We'd have to start again
Never knew how much it mattered to you
I'm losing sight of the things that I'd set out to do
Looking at the sky
Never knew that I could fly
Afraid to start again
Push, pushing myself down
Into this hole that comforts me to stay
And I try
To keep awake
Because every night it always feels too late
Never tried to
Never knew you
Never knew just how to fly
Always failed you
Never came through
Never saw the other side
Looking at the sky
Never knew that I could fly
Afraid to start again
And I don't know why
I was so afraid to fly
Why would happen if I tried
I'd have to start again
You're faster
Slow down
I can't catch up
I'm losing ground
Looking at the sky
Never knew that I could fly
Afraid to start again
And I don't know why
You are so afraid to fly
What would happen if we tried
We'd have to start again
Debris lyrics - Ayria
In perfect rhythm marching
One beat uniting all these hearts
We stand for something somewhere
My strength and pride control my thoughts
I always thought the worst of almost everything I do
I never want to end up so fucking jaded like you
But you'll never break me down
You just rip me from the core
I take what goes and comes around
It always leave me wanting more
I stand in line behind you
I breathe and live a silent dream
That I'll fall out of step
But I'm taught that's who I never want to be
I stay aligned with values
Are these the ones that I would choose
If I led this line
And had the power like you?
But you'll never break me down
You just rip me from the core
I take what goes and comes around
It always leave me wanting more
This fire
Desire
You always thought you were a fighter
You knew you'd never win a fight
You always fought to be the fighter
You want to fight?
You never thought through your anger
You said you tried
You want to fight me?
Now everything crashes on you
You still try to fight
Well fuck you
You want to fuck?
You want to fuck me?
One beat uniting all these hearts
We stand for something somewhere
My strength and pride control my thoughts
I always thought the worst of almost everything I do
I never want to end up so fucking jaded like you
But you'll never break me down
You just rip me from the core
I take what goes and comes around
It always leave me wanting more
I stand in line behind you
I breathe and live a silent dream
That I'll fall out of step
But I'm taught that's who I never want to be
I stay aligned with values
Are these the ones that I would choose
If I led this line
And had the power like you?
But you'll never break me down
You just rip me from the core
I take what goes and comes around
It always leave me wanting more
This fire
Desire
You always thought you were a fighter
You knew you'd never win a fight
You always fought to be the fighter
You want to fight?
You never thought through your anger
You said you tried
You want to fight me?
Now everything crashes on you
You still try to fight
Well fuck you
You want to fuck?
You want to fuck me?
Substance lyrics - Ayria
Sitting in a daze
It's my favorite place
I'm happy all the time
But that's a substance controlled state
The numbness of my mind
The comfort deep inside
Waiting all the time
For something else to take its place
What did you say?
It's all a haze
It's just a state but don't take this all away
I don't feel right
I don't like this
I should take something to subside this
I'm happy once again
The chemicals kick in
Happy all the time
But it's all because of them
The numbness of my mind
The comfort they provide
Waiting all the time
For something real to take their place
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