Ayria Lyrics
Hunger lyrics - Ayria
I wanted the stars, you gave me the sky
It will never be enough
My hunger strikes, I'm never satisfied
I just can't consume enough
My will breaking, racing towards a bitter end
Choking on the aftertaste
How can I survive on what you've given?
It will never satiate
On these stars I've made a wish
A million voices, a million fists
I wish I may, I wish I might
Devour it all in one bite
On these stars I've made a wish
A million voices, a million fists
I wish I may, I wish I might
Devour it all in one bite
Will all this ever be enough?
I don't want to hunger anymore
Sometimes I lose my passion, forgetting all I loved
Is this the best we'll ever know?
All my idols gave up long ago
I'm terrified I'll lose the taste for all I've loved
When the sweetness starts to lose its taste
The sour contaminates
From pretty pedestals we're getting all we've craved
Try to swallow up the shame
When beauty all decays and rots
I'm still starving deep inside
Tearing petals off me one by one
Until I'm just barely alive
On these stars I've made a wish
A million voices, a million fists
I wish I may, I wish I might
Devour it all in one bite
On these stars I've made a wish
A million voices, a million fists
I wish I may, I wish I might
Devour it all in one bite
Will all this ever be enough?
I don't want to hunger anymore
Sometimes I lose my passion, forgetting all I loved
Is this the best we'll ever know?
All my idols gave up long ago
I'm terrified I'll lose the taste for all I've loved
Sometimes I lose my passion
My idols gave up long ago
Is this the best I'll ever know, ever know, ever know?
The best we'll ever know?
I've lost the taste for all I've loved
Is it ever enough?
Forgotten all that I've loved
Is this the best we'll know?
All my idols gave up so long ago
On these stars I'll make a wish
A million voices, a million fists
I wish I may, I wish I might
Devour it all in one bite
On these stars I'll make a wish
A million voices, a million fists
I wish I may, I wish I might
Devour it all in one bite
Big Plans lyrics - Ayria
This place gets smaller
By the minute
I won't stay just to
Get dragged down with it
I'm claustrophobic
I'm tearing at the walls
Watching
Let go
From a run to a crawl
I run away
I've got big plans
I won't look back
Can't stay here
Can't you see that?
When did it get so bad?
How'd I become so bored?
This restlessness
Can no longer be ignored
Too many setbacks
Too many empty nights
Stuck in this place
It just never felt right
I run away
I've got big plans
I won't look back
Can't stay here
Can't you see that?
I run away
There's nothing left for me
I won't look back
I can't stay here
Why can't you see?
Looking up ahead
To a new place I'll call home
Where streets are calling me
Promising me things unknown
Where city lights distract me
Nights left me thinking
I can start again
Don't worry about me
I've always been fine on my own
I run away
I've got big plans
I won't look back
Can't stay here
Can't you see that?
I run away
There's nothing left for me
I won't look back
I can't stay here
Why can't you see?
All That Glitters lyrics - Ayria
Got nothing to say to you
Got nothing to prove
Teen angst, it fades away
But all you assholes never change
There's nothing left to say
Nothing left to do
Been knocked out so many times
I'm scarred and broke and scabbed and bruised
But I'm still standing
And that will never change
All you have shown me
Is all that glitters
Is not gold
Is not gold
And all your glitter
It gets old
It gets old
You get old
Seen evils rise and fall
Heard lies and truths
Seen more than I'd like to
But seen enough to know
That assholes never change
Laid it all out for you
I've been right and wrong
Nothing they could say or do
Will change a thing
I've held on for this long
But I'm still standing
And that will never change
All you have shown me
Is all that glitters
Is not gold
Is not gold
And all your glitter
It gets old
It gets old
You get old
Got nothing to say to you
Got nothing to prove
Teen angst, it fades away
But all you assholes never change
There's nothing left to say
Nothing left to do
Been knocked out so many times
I'm scarred and broke and scabbed and bruised
And I'm still standing
And that will never change
All this has shown me
Is all that glitters
Is not gold
Is not gold
And all your glitter
It gets old
It gets old
Yeah, you get old
It gets old
It gets old
Teen angst
It fades away
All you assholes never change
Is all that glitters
Is not gold
Is not gold
And all your glitter
It gets old
It gets old
Is all that glitters
Is not gold
Is not gold
And all your glitter
It gets old
It gets old
You get old
Games lyrics - Ayria
Stop struggling
You wear me down
There is no real danger
It's just the way I like to play
Tie your hands behind your back
Watch you as you hold your breath
What's your name?
I forget
Promise me there's no regrets
If you try to break free
You'll wear yourself out
This is not real danger
But if you'd like me to
I'll show you out
Maybe it's a sin
But I can keep your secret
A little pain can be good for you
It's all a game
Tie your hands behind your back
Watch you as you hold your breath
What's your name?
I forget
Promise me there's no regrets
It's gone too far to say
That you don't care
And you don't feel
It's gone too far to tell me
That you think it's no big deal
And we could turn back now
If in your eyes I see real fear
But otherwise I will just hold you down
And keep you here
It's just a game
It's just a game
It's just a game
A wicked game we play
Tie your hands behind your back
Watch you as you hold your breath
What's your name?
I forget
Promise me there's no regrets
Tie your hands behind your back
Watch you as you hold your breath
What's your name?
I forget
Promise me there's no regrets
Plastic Makes Perfect lyrics - Ayria
Plastic and broken
It even hurts to breathe
But it's insane to think that no one understands what you need
Tired of being sick
With a virus that rages
Watch as everyone goes away
I hate being so contagious
We are not the same
You are still gutless
And what I hate
Is your plastic mess
I hate that I like you
I hate that I'm like you
I hate that I like you
I hate that I'm like you
Plastic makes perfect
A plastic life you lead
Consume enough to hide the fading hope of shattered dreams
I'm hanging up my dress
I thought you wanted this
Smeared lipstick
It's not so pretty when you can see the mess
I'm tired of playing in this house
Please unlock the door
I'll never get out
You wanted to see the world
My precious girl
But I don't feel well
I've had enough now
We are not the same
You are still gutless
And what I hate
Is your plastic mess
I hate that I like you
I hate that I'm like you
I hate that I like you
I hate that I'm like you
I hate that I like you
I hate that I'm like you
I hate that I like you
I hate that I'm like you
I hate that I like you
I hate that I'm like you
I hate that I like you
I hate that I'm like you
I hate that I like you
I hate that I'm like you
I hate that I like you
We are not the same
You are still gutless
And what I hate
Is your plastic mess
I hate
I hate
I hate
I hate
I hate
I hate
I hate
I hate
Missed The Mark lyrics - Ayria
You've got some nerve
Standing here in front of me
Don't you touch me
Never knew I'd be so easy to dismiss
Don't take this wrong
But I have nothing left to give
I'm the one obsessing over broken hearts
And what it was I did
Shame on me for not recognizing the
Shame between us would soon drive us apart
Shame on me for not recognizing the
Shame between us would soon drive us apart
Nobody knows me but you saw something
That not even I've been able to reach
You've made me reserved, afraid to touch
For it might all just go away
And nobody knows me but you took something
That not even I was able to save
You've made me reserved, afraid to touch
For it has all just gone away
When I see fire
I have to learn to run away
Instead of reaching in, I burn, I scar
I just can't help myself
I never learn
I have failed a thousand times
So much I've had has been consumed by
The greedy mouth of time
Shame on me for not recognizing the
Shame between us would soon drive us apart
Shame on me for not recognizing the
Shame between us would soon drive us apart
Nobody knows me but you saw something
That not even I've been able to reach
You've made me reserved, afraid to touch
For it might all just go away
And nobody knows me but you took something
That not even I was able to save
You've made me reserved, afraid to touch
For it has all just gone away
Nobody knows me but you saw something
That not even I've been able to reach
You've made me reserved, afraid to touch
For it might all just go away
And nobody knows me but you took something
That not even I was able to save
You've made me reserved, afraid to touch
For it has all just gone away
Shame on me for not recognizing the
Shame between us would soon drive us apart
Shame on me for not recognizing the
Shame between us would soon drive us apart
Shame on me for not recognizing the
Shame between us would soon drive us apart
Shame on me for not recognizing the
Shame between us would soon drive us apart
The Box Under My Bed lyrics - Ayria
I love when we sit and do nothing for hours
And put on music that reminds us of our past
The songs we loved since we met
We don't skip the sad songs
Time's gone by
Measured by the melodies that last
It's all I'll ever want
I've waited all my life
To say this to you today
I think we're safe for now
So enjoy it
I don't know when it will change
Sometimes late at night
I go into my room where I hide
Things to look through
My keepsakes of all the years
My memories
I keep them in a box under my bed
It's nice to know
They're near
Love me
You love me
Don't leave me
You'll love me
Love me
Don't love me
You'll love me
Don't leave me
Remember that day on the island with sun shining
Through the trees sparkling like a thousand tiny diamonds
I felt so alive
Endless hopes about to fold
When I panicked
You calmed me down
Stopped me from breaking things
You see my darker side
It hasn't phased you
To make you want to leave
You're all I'll ever want
Sometimes it takes a while to be able to see
Sometimes late at night
I go into my room where I hide
Things to look through
My keepsakes of all the years
My memories
I keep them in a box under my bed
It's nice to know
They're near
It's true
I have a tendency
To live in the past
But I hope
In the future
You're still here
Friends And Enemies lyrics - Ayria
It's okay to hate your enemies
It's either them or me
Just wanna break their things
Is it okay?
I'll take down the enemy
But it's okay
It's either them or me
What do you say
We break their things?
Is it okay?
What do you say
Is it wrong or right?
What do you say
We get into a fight?
What do you say
Are you with me?
Friend or enemy?
What do you say
Is it wrong or right?
What do you say
We get into a fight?
What do you say
Are you with me?
I'll take down the enemy
But it's okay
It's either them or me
What do you say
We break their things?
Is it okay?
Someday I'll kill the enemy
But it's okay
It's either them or me
What do you say
We break their things?
Is it okay?
Is it okay?
Why do they say
"Be careful what you wish for"
When they come
From a land of more?
Who are they to speak?
Fuck them anyway
I'll take
(Down the enemy)
But it's okay
(Either them or me)
What do you say?
(Break their things)
Is it okay?
Someday
(Kill the enemy)
But it's okay
(Either them or me)
What do you say?
(Break their things)
Is it okay?
It's either them or me
Friend or enemy
It's either them or me
Friend or enemy
It's either them or me
Are you a friend or enemy?
It's either them or me
Are you a friend or enemy?
It's either them or me
Are you a friend or enemy?
It's either them or me
Are you a friend?
I'll take down the enemy
But it's okay
It's either them or me
What do you say
We break their things?
Is it okay?
Someday I'll kill the enemy
But it's okay
It's either them or me
What do you say
We break their things?
Is it okay?
Is it okay?
I'll take down the enemy
But it's okay
It's either them or me
What do you say
We break their things?
Is it okay?
Someday I'll kill the enemy
But it's okay
It's either them or me
What do you say
We break their things?
Is it okay?
Is it okay?
Three Months lyrics - Ayria
I should have known you'd let me down
I know your kind and how easy it was
To shut me out
Maybe it meant nothing to you
It meant the world to me
But I'm a sucker for things
Shiny and new
Maybe you miss me
I don't know
I turned around to find
That you're not the one
I used to know
Feels like I'm standing still
As you move on
But I've never been the type
To just follow along
Two months
I am almost over you
I'm a firm believer
That I can stop these thoughts of you
I'm a big daydreamer
You've found somebody else
I'm a firm believer
I've learned this lesson well
Yeah, I'm a big daydreamer
I hung on to your words too long
I must admit the power you had over me
Was quite strong
I wanted everything you had to show
But I can't be tamed like the others
I'm told
Two months
I am almost over you
I'm a firm believer
That I can stop these thoughts of you
I'm a big daydreamer
You've found somebody else
I'm a firm believer
I've learned this lesson well
Yeah, I'm a big daydreamer
It gets easier than this
I swear
I can't see it from here
I wish I'd used my voice with you
I never felt I had the choice
You tried to promise me a lie
Your promise is a lie
But now we just don't speak
I'm out of reach
Now there's just noise
Confusing
Lots of toys to pass the time
Distractions from you
Two months
I am almost over you
I'm a firm believer
That I can stop these thoughts of you
I'm a big daydreamer
You've found somebody else
I'm a firm believer
I've learned this lesson well
Yeah, I'm a big daydreamer
I'm a firm believer
I'm a big daydreamer
Big City Lullaby lyrics - Ayria
Memorizing city lights of all the places I have been
Nothing like adrenaline eyes, but coming down almost kills me
Love the places, know the faces, but the names are all a blur
It's hard to hold on when you forget where you are and where you were
Everybody wants to live their life in the spotlight
One day at a time, I just want to live for tonight
Standing here with you, I don't want you to see that I'm terrified
Is this what you expected? Can't you see it's all smoke and lights?
I know it's getting late but please don't go
There is still so much more of the show
I know there'll be a thousand more goodbyes
Before they dim the lights
I've realized that all I've wanted is right here in front of me
I said that to you; you laughed, but it was something that I do believe in
It's nice to meet you, share this moment; please don't stand so close to me
Keep your distance when it's over, I'm afraid you've stolen part of me
Everybody wants to live their life in the spotlight
One day at a time, I just want to live for tonight
Standing here with you, I don't want you to see that I'm terrified
Is this what you expected? Can't you see it's all smoke and lights?
I know it's getting late but please don't go
There is still so much more of the show
I hope there'll be a thousand more goodbyes
Before they dim the lights
This path will soon be ending
And will you stay with me?
It's only us left standing; will I find it hard to breathe?
And it has not been easy when I'm lost and in my mind
Separate worlds divided; my mind's been there all the time
City lights flash by me
And I don't know where I am
Before tonight they'll love me
But when I'm gone they'll just forget
You know me better than all this
You've seen me on the edge of a world that tried to leave me with an open wound again
My heart; you'll want to stay forever
All this just so I can live forever
Immortalized; forever here
In time, you'll understand
The New Style Of Riot lyrics - Ayria
The same nagging pain
It isn't over again
Don't step back from it all
No words, just fear
For what he saw
When every taste is faded
And every feeling jaded
And you can't seem to turn this all around
I know you'll break it, break it
Or else you'll fake it, fake it
You've gotta bring this motherfucker to the ground
It's just a tiny pill
To hold him over until
He can't forget who he is
And what he's done
Or what he might still
When every taste is faded
And every feeling jaded
And you can't seem to turn this all around
I know you'll break it, break it
Or else you'll fake it, fake it
You've gotta bring this motherfucker to the ground
F-U
I don't like what you've done
If you
Could see what's going on
You
Might have been able to stop
F-U
F-U
I don't like what you've done
If you
Could see what's been going on
You
Might have been able to stop
F-U
When every taste is faded
And every feeling jaded
And you can't seem to turn this all around
I bet you'll break it, break it
Or else you'll fake it, fake it
You've gotta bring this motherfucker to the ground
When every pleasure faded
And every feeling jaded
And you can't seem to turn this all around
I hope you'll break it, break it
Or else you'll fake it, fake it
Until you bring this motherfucker to the ground
Letter From An Angel lyrics - Ayria
I'm not your perfect angel
I guess you know that by now
I feel more lost than ever
It's been so dark since you've been gone
I never knew the man you were
I thought there'd be more time
And when I hit rock bottom
I went numb to survive
Not sure I turned out how you thought
By now you know my demons
I'd like to think you're waiting
For me to say I'm sorry
With regrets I've come undone
The fact is we all have demons
I'm staring up at the sky
I'm hoping that you can feel this
I never knew the man you were
I thought there'd be more time
I'm not your perfect angel
Somehow you've become mine
I'd like to think you're right here
I'm scared you've drifted too far
I carry on as best I can
Not shining as brightly as before
With regrets I've come undone
The fact is we all have demons
I'm staring up at the sky
I'm hoping that you can feel this
With regrets I've come undone
The fact is we all have demons
I'm staring up at the sky
I'm hoping that you can feel this
Bad List lyrics - ayria
Somehow, it feels I'm getting more frustrated
With every tongue-tied, wild-eyed, overrated
Narcissistic, self-absorbed
Spawn of generation bored
Want to see you vulnerable
I am not your equal
Ruling with an iron fist
And you are on my bad list
Routine casualty
Razor-sharp beauty queens
Bridges built, bridges burned
You will get what you deserve
What did they do
Made you so awful
Why do you say
The stupid things you do
The ones you've hurt
I hope they hurt you too
The things you've done
Will eat away at you
And now I think I'm done caring
Too many mindless, self-obsessed, overbearing
Misogynistic, plastic hearts
Can't wait to see you torn apart
Want to see you vulnerable
I am not your equal
Ruling with an iron fist
And you are on my bad list
Routine casualty
Razor-sharp beauty queens
Bridges built, bridges burned
You will get what you deserve
What did they do
Made you so awful
Why do you say
The stupid things you do
The ones you've hurt
I hope they hurt you too
The things you've done
Will eat away at you
What did they do
Made you so awful
Why do you say
The stupid things you do
The ones you've hurt
I hope they hurt you too
The things you've done
Will eat away at you
You've made this list
You won't be missed
You'll have to learn
Some things you don't deserve
What did they do
Made you so awful
Why do you say
The stupid things you do
The ones you've hurt
I hope they hurt you too
The things you've done
Will eat away at you
The things you've done
Will eat away at you
The things you've done
Will eat away at you
With every tongue-tied, wild-eyed, overrated
Narcissistic, self-absorbed
Spawn of generation bored
Want to see you vulnerable
I am not your equal
Ruling with an iron fist
And you are on my bad list
Routine casualty
Razor-sharp beauty queens
Bridges built, bridges burned
You will get what you deserve
What did they do
Made you so awful
Why do you say
The stupid things you do
The ones you've hurt
I hope they hurt you too
The things you've done
Will eat away at you
And now I think I'm done caring
Too many mindless, self-obsessed, overbearing
Misogynistic, plastic hearts
Can't wait to see you torn apart
Want to see you vulnerable
I am not your equal
Ruling with an iron fist
And you are on my bad list
Routine casualty
Razor-sharp beauty queens
Bridges built, bridges burned
You will get what you deserve
What did they do
Made you so awful
Why do you say
The stupid things you do
The ones you've hurt
I hope they hurt you too
The things you've done
Will eat away at you
What did they do
Made you so awful
Why do you say
The stupid things you do
The ones you've hurt
I hope they hurt you too
The things you've done
Will eat away at you
You've made this list
You won't be missed
You'll have to learn
Some things you don't deserve
What did they do
Made you so awful
Why do you say
The stupid things you do
The ones you've hurt
I hope they hurt you too
The things you've done
Will eat away at you
The things you've done
Will eat away at you
The things you've done
Will eat away at you
Insect Calm lyrics - ayria
I'm withered inside
I've never wanted something so blindly
How does one comprehend
Dissatisfaction with the unknown
I've been bound too long to this confining shell
Like a tiny hell that can't calm this restless mind
My blood pulses to fuel desire
Insect calm
My limbs are numb
Resistance gone
I'm shedding skin
Feed and breathe in
Insect calm
The fear is gone
Itching and feeling
My new skin
Inhale this world in
I've left all behind
These winds have changed
And there is no way back
Why can't you see this all will fall
This microcosm is not eternal
My thirst will not subside
I'd rather face the storm, get ripped open wide
Then my insect eyes
Will see this wretched world for all it hides
Insect calm
My limbs are numb
Resistance gone
I'm shedding skin
Feed and breathe in
Insect calm
The fear is gone
Itching and feeling
My new skin
Inhale this world in
Insect calm
My limbs are numb
Resistance gone
I'm shedding skin
Feed and breathe in
I've never wanted something so blindly
How does one comprehend
Dissatisfaction with the unknown
I've been bound too long to this confining shell
Like a tiny hell that can't calm this restless mind
My blood pulses to fuel desire
Insect calm
My limbs are numb
Resistance gone
I'm shedding skin
Feed and breathe in
Insect calm
The fear is gone
Itching and feeling
My new skin
Inhale this world in
I've left all behind
These winds have changed
And there is no way back
Why can't you see this all will fall
This microcosm is not eternal
My thirst will not subside
I'd rather face the storm, get ripped open wide
Then my insect eyes
Will see this wretched world for all it hides
Insect calm
My limbs are numb
Resistance gone
I'm shedding skin
Feed and breathe in
Insect calm
The fear is gone
Itching and feeling
My new skin
Inhale this world in
Insect calm
My limbs are numb
Resistance gone
I'm shedding skin
Feed and breathe in
The Gun Song lyrics - ayria
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun
Put it down
"Shut up," he said
"Let me speak for a minute or two or three
Now you're gonna stop interrupting me"
So what ya gonna do?
'Cause looking in his face shows a life revealing years of pain
So we'll drop down, let go all because he said so
Boys - with shiny violent killing
Toys - it's all a bit too real now
Noise - this cycle will continue
Boys
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun
Put it down, put it down, put it down
Shut up, my turn
To be heard using force is all that occured to him
And now he's blaming everyone, 'cause he's always been a victim
He's filled with rage, heart beating so fast, don't set him off
I try to make a move but the little boy says, "Shut up or I'll kill ya"
Put it down, put it down, put it down
Shut up or I'll kill ya
Put it down, put it down, put it down
Put it down, put it down
Boys - with shiny violent killing
Toys - it's all a bit too real now
Noise - this cycle will continue
Boys - 'cause we can't all be heroes
Boys - with shiny violent killing
Toys - it's all a bit too real now
Noise - this cycle will continue
Boys - 'cause we can't all be heroes
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun
Put it down, put it down, put it down
Scatter gun
It's a war game, making enemies and allies
Scatter gun
Pushed too hard, too fast, totally offside
Scatter gun
Big gun in the hands of a greedy man
Scatter gun
Take a hit, take a shot, just to take a stand
Put it down, put it down, put it down
Put it down, put it down, put it down
Put it down, put it down, put it down
Put it down, put it down, put it down
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun
Put it down
"Shut up," he said
"Let me speak for a minute or two or three
Now you're gonna stop interrupting me"
So what ya gonna do?
'Cause looking in his face shows a life revealing years of pain
So we'll drop down, let go all because he said so
Boys - with shiny violent killing
Toys - it's all a bit too real now
Noise - this cycle will continue
Boys
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun
Put it down, put it down, put it down
Shut up, my turn
To be heard using force is all that occured to him
And now he's blaming everyone, 'cause he's always been a victim
He's filled with rage, heart beating so fast, don't set him off
I try to make a move but the little boy says, "Shut up or I'll kill ya"
Put it down, put it down, put it down
Shut up or I'll kill ya
Put it down, put it down, put it down
Put it down, put it down
Boys - with shiny violent killing
Toys - it's all a bit too real now
Noise - this cycle will continue
Boys - 'cause we can't all be heroes
Boys - with shiny violent killing
Toys - it's all a bit too real now
Noise - this cycle will continue
Boys - 'cause we can't all be heroes
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun, put down the gun
Put down the gun
Put it down, put it down, put it down
Scatter gun
It's a war game, making enemies and allies
Scatter gun
Pushed too hard, too fast, totally offside
Scatter gun
Big gun in the hands of a greedy man
Scatter gun
Take a hit, take a shot, just to take a stand
Put it down, put it down, put it down
Put it down, put it down, put it down
Put it down, put it down, put it down
Put it down, put it down, put it down
Invisible lyrics - Ayria
I sit next to you
You look the other way
You saw me falter for one second of the day
Why am I so invisible to you?
Sometimes I hate you more than you could ever hate yourself
But I love you, would do anything for you
You don't even see that I'm in pain
Frustration became humiliation
Waiting outside for you in the pouring rain
Rain, rain
Rain, rain
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
What's left of my self worth - you crushed it in your hand
Wicked game to torture me because you can
You toy with me, then pull back
We're never synched in time, we blew that
The sad thing
I've done the same before to someone else
But I love you, would do anything for you
You don't even see that I'm in pain
Frustration becomes humiliation
I'm waiting outside for you in the pouring rain
Rain, rain
Rain, rain
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
But I love you, would do anything for you
You don't even see that I'm in pain
Frustration became humiliation
Waiting outside for you in the pouring rain
Rain, rain
Rain, rain
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
You look the other way
You saw me falter for one second of the day
Why am I so invisible to you?
Sometimes I hate you more than you could ever hate yourself
But I love you, would do anything for you
You don't even see that I'm in pain
Frustration became humiliation
Waiting outside for you in the pouring rain
Rain, rain
Rain, rain
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
What's left of my self worth - you crushed it in your hand
Wicked game to torture me because you can
You toy with me, then pull back
We're never synched in time, we blew that
The sad thing
I've done the same before to someone else
But I love you, would do anything for you
You don't even see that I'm in pain
Frustration becomes humiliation
I'm waiting outside for you in the pouring rain
Rain, rain
Rain, rain
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
But I love you, would do anything for you
You don't even see that I'm in pain
Frustration became humiliation
Waiting outside for you in the pouring rain
Rain, rain
Rain, rain
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
Analog Trash lyrics - Ayria
I've got a secret
I've been watching you
I know you're damaged
But I still want you
You're analog trash
When life is digital
But I prefer you
I think you're beautiful
Pull back, realign
We are flawed by design
Unplug just for fun
Stop before we hurt someone
Standard uniform
Corporate life has gone too far
Excess commodity
I want you just for me
This little secret
Gives me something to do
My new obsession
To be like you
You're analog trash
When life is digital
But I prefer this
Unreplicatable
Pull back, realign
We are flawed by design
Unplug just for fun
Stop before we hurt someone
Standard uniform
Corporate life has gone too far
Excess commodity
I want you just for me
I want you just for me
I want you just for me
I want you just for me
I want you just for me
I've got a secret
I've been watching you
I know you're damaged
But I still want you
You're analog trash
When life is digital
But I prefer you
I think you're beautiful
Come on
It's not what you think
Come on
Just come away with me
Come on
There's so much more to this
Come on
That life you will not miss
Pull back, realign
We are flawed by design
Unplug just for fun
Stop before we hurt someone
Standard uniform
Corporate life has gone too far
Excess commodity
I want you just for me
I want you just for me
I want you just for me
I want you just for me
I want you just for me
I want you just for me
I want you just for me
I want you just for me
1000 Transmissions lyrics - ayria
Just when I think it's getting better
I relapse back to this place
Where the scenery has changed
Now it's terrifying
How can I go back
When it's much too late
Piece by piece
Bit by bit
My heart aches
And I feel sick
Things you say and things you can't
Things you threw away and things you want back
The fact that I've lost you
Erases all my sanity
Seriously, how could anyone carry on like this
I'll never look at things the same because of you
And I'll never get that moment back I shared with you
It only hurts when I remember
I know you're trying to make it better
Bit by bit
My heart breaks
Your voice repeats and I can't take it anymore
Don't compromise
Save yourself
I'll always be here
Don't say goodbye
I'm not through with you
Don't compromise
Don't say goodbye
I tried and tried
My head is full of memories
And sleepless nights
An endless cycle
I tried and tried
These thoughts just drag me down
It only hurts when I remember
I know you're trying to make it better
I cannot steer this ship without you
There's no light guiding me to shore
I'm just left drowning in these nightmares
Where will I go, I don't know
Let it go
Can't let you go
Let it go
It only hurts when I remember
I know you're trying to make it better
It only hurts when I remember
I know you're trying to make it better
I relapse back to this place
Where the scenery has changed
Now it's terrifying
How can I go back
When it's much too late
Piece by piece
Bit by bit
My heart aches
And I feel sick
Things you say and things you can't
Things you threw away and things you want back
The fact that I've lost you
Erases all my sanity
Seriously, how could anyone carry on like this
I'll never look at things the same because of you
And I'll never get that moment back I shared with you
It only hurts when I remember
I know you're trying to make it better
Bit by bit
My heart breaks
Your voice repeats and I can't take it anymore
Don't compromise
Save yourself
I'll always be here
Don't say goodbye
I'm not through with you
Don't compromise
Don't say goodbye
I tried and tried
My head is full of memories
And sleepless nights
An endless cycle
I tried and tried
These thoughts just drag me down
It only hurts when I remember
I know you're trying to make it better
I cannot steer this ship without you
There's no light guiding me to shore
I'm just left drowning in these nightmares
Where will I go, I don't know
Let it go
Can't let you go
Let it go
It only hurts when I remember
I know you're trying to make it better
It only hurts when I remember
I know you're trying to make it better
Blue Alice lyrics - ayria
I hope I'm dreaming
'Cause this can't be awake
I hope I'm dead
Just for my sake
Who knew all this would come
From a dirty gun
Son of a bitch
You thought he was a cowboy
The mad hatter bashes your face again
Look into his eyes and see where evil lives
Bullet through window
And down the rabbit hole
This is one fucked up fairy tale
Hey you, black and blue
Don't end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Watch out, you'll end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Don't end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Watch out, you'll end up like Alice
You'll get what's coming
You and your children
The wicked witch has OD'd on pills again
And the dragon lights up a cigarette
He's blowing smoke right into your face again
It's off with their heads
Snakes are seething
The big bad wolf is rabid and teething
Bullet through window
And down the rabbit hole
This is one fucked up fairy tale
Hey you, black and blue
Don't end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Watch out, you'll end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Don't end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Watch out, you'll end up like Alice
Little pig, little pig
Put her down
Slapped around
Choked and drowned
Little pig, little pig
Put her down
Slapped around
Choked and drowned
Little pig, little pig
Put her down
Slapped around
Choked and drowned
Little pig, little pig
Put her down
Slapped around
Choked and drowned
Hey you, black and blue
Don't end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Watch out, you'll end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Don't end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Watch out, you'll end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Don't end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Watch out, you'll end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Don't end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Watch out, you'll end up like Alice
'Cause this can't be awake
I hope I'm dead
Just for my sake
Who knew all this would come
From a dirty gun
Son of a bitch
You thought he was a cowboy
The mad hatter bashes your face again
Look into his eyes and see where evil lives
Bullet through window
And down the rabbit hole
This is one fucked up fairy tale
Hey you, black and blue
Don't end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Watch out, you'll end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Don't end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Watch out, you'll end up like Alice
You'll get what's coming
You and your children
The wicked witch has OD'd on pills again
And the dragon lights up a cigarette
He's blowing smoke right into your face again
It's off with their heads
Snakes are seething
The big bad wolf is rabid and teething
Bullet through window
And down the rabbit hole
This is one fucked up fairy tale
Hey you, black and blue
Don't end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Watch out, you'll end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Don't end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Watch out, you'll end up like Alice
Little pig, little pig
Put her down
Slapped around
Choked and drowned
Little pig, little pig
Put her down
Slapped around
Choked and drowned
Little pig, little pig
Put her down
Slapped around
Choked and drowned
Little pig, little pig
Put her down
Slapped around
Choked and drowned
Hey you, black and blue
Don't end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Watch out, you'll end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Don't end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Watch out, you'll end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Don't end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Watch out, you'll end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Don't end up like Alice
Hey you, black and blue
Watch out, you'll end up like Alice
Suck It Up lyrics - Ayria
When I see you there facing your rival
To everyone it's clear you're in denial
And now it's come to this
I thought it never would
Now I see you here facing your rival
And you're stuck!
And you're stuck!
Elimination time pending survival
And when it comes to pricks, you take the title
You'll have to suck it up
Suck it up
Don't you look at me, I'm not your rival
Just stop!
Just stop!
You're faking, you're faking
You're faking, faking
Faking, faking
You find yourself in the same situation
When will you learn to avoid mutilation?
You've missed again and there's no telling
When you will recover from this one, it's a big deal
You're dead inside is a minor understatement
More like guts scraped on the edge of the pavement
Tiny words, tiny thoughts, things that make you fear
You play dead, but we know that you're faking it
Faking, faking, faking
Faking, faking, faking
Faking, faking, faking
Faking
To everyone it's clear you're in denial
And now it's come to this
I thought it never would
Now I see you here facing your rival
And you're stuck!
And you're stuck!
Elimination time pending survival
And when it comes to pricks, you take the title
You'll have to suck it up
Suck it up
Don't you look at me, I'm not your rival
Just stop!
Just stop!
You're faking, you're faking
You're faking, faking
Faking, faking
You find yourself in the same situation
When will you learn to avoid mutilation?
You've missed again and there's no telling
When you will recover from this one, it's a big deal
You're dead inside is a minor understatement
More like guts scraped on the edge of the pavement
Tiny words, tiny thoughts, things that make you fear
You play dead, but we know that you're faking it
Faking, faking, faking
Faking, faking, faking
Faking, faking, faking
Faking
Hearts For Bullets lyrics - Ayria
Spit it out it, tastes unfamiliar
Bite your tongue before she shuts you up
What can you do now when she wants you
Wants you to fall down
She'll do the same again
No more girl next door
Actions with no remorse
Burned up and marked for death
She's watching you as you hold your breath
Blink and blink again
Petty hearts are no one's friend
True sin lies within her
She used her heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
She can't love you
Just wants a reaction
But don't give in
Deny satisfaction
There's no love in her
She just used her heart for a bullet
Want to forget
But you just can't help it
Unfazed, grip's tight
She'll make you break
What other side effects
When another heart
It starts to defect
With no warranty
I think we've met the enemy
Conquest is on her mind today
She can't help it
No more girl next door
Actions with no remorse
Burned up and marked for death
She's watching you as you hold your breath
Blink, blink again
Petty hearts are no one's friend
True sin lies within her
She used her heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
She can't love you
Just wants a reaction
But don't give in
Deny satisfaction
There's no love in her
She just used her heart for a bullet
She used her
She used her heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
She can't love you
Just wants a reaction
But don't give in
Deny satisfaction
There's no love in her
She just used her heart for a bullet
Bite your tongue before she shuts you up
What can you do now when she wants you
Wants you to fall down
She'll do the same again
No more girl next door
Actions with no remorse
Burned up and marked for death
She's watching you as you hold your breath
Blink and blink again
Petty hearts are no one's friend
True sin lies within her
She used her heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
She can't love you
Just wants a reaction
But don't give in
Deny satisfaction
There's no love in her
She just used her heart for a bullet
Want to forget
But you just can't help it
Unfazed, grip's tight
She'll make you break
What other side effects
When another heart
It starts to defect
With no warranty
I think we've met the enemy
Conquest is on her mind today
She can't help it
No more girl next door
Actions with no remorse
Burned up and marked for death
She's watching you as you hold your breath
Blink, blink again
Petty hearts are no one's friend
True sin lies within her
She used her heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
She can't love you
Just wants a reaction
But don't give in
Deny satisfaction
There's no love in her
She just used her heart for a bullet
She used her
She used her heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
Heart for a bullet
She can't love you
Just wants a reaction
But don't give in
Deny satisfaction
There's no love in her
She just used her heart for a bullet
Six Seconds lyrics - Ayria
You know him
He's the one who leaves you high and dry
You know this
It takes six seconds on all sides
You know him
He'll compromise your alibi
You know him
He'll make you feel like you cannot survive
Totally sadistic
Won't tolerate submissive
Never underestimate his drive
Couldn't see him coming
You're walking, but he's running
You'll be catching up for miles
I was trained to beat you
I couldn't get past you
But can I outlast?
I couldn't outlast you
You shouldn't be here
But look what I can do
Don't show me something
Unless it's something new
I was trained to beat you
I couldn't beat you
I couldn't beat you
I couldn't beat you
You know him
He's the one who leaves you high and dry
You know this
It takes six seconds on all sides
You know him
He'll compromise your alibi
You know him
He'll make you feel like you cannot survive
Totally sadistic
Won't tolerate submissive
Never underestimate his drive
Couldn't see him coming
You're walking, but he's running
You'll be catching up for miles
I think it takes
Six seconds on all sides
Six seconds on all sides
Six seconds on all sides
Six seconds on all sides
Six seconds on all sides
Six seconds on all sides
Six seconds on all sides
Six seconds on all sides
Six seconds on all sides (Going on forever)
Six seconds on all sides (Going on forever)
Six seconds on all sides (Going on forever)
Six seconds on all sides (Going on forever)
Six seconds on all sides (Going on forever)
Six seconds on all sides (Going on forever)
Six seconds on all sides (Going on forever)
Six seconds on all sides (Going on forever)
Six seconds on all sides (Going on forever)
Six seconds on all sides (Going on forever)
Six seconds on all sides (Going on forever)
Six seconds on all sides (Going on forever)
It's going on forever
It's going on forever
It's going on forever
And ever, and ever, and ever
You know him
He's the one who leaves you high and dry
You know this
It takes six seconds on all sides
You know him
He'll compromise your alibi
You know him
He'll make you feel like you cannot survive
Six seconds on all sides
He's the one who leaves you high and dry
You know this
It takes six seconds on all sides
You know him
He'll compromise your alibi
You know him
He'll make you feel like you cannot survive
Totally sadistic
Won't tolerate submissive
Never underestimate his drive
Couldn't see him coming
You're walking, but he's running
You'll be catching up for miles
I was trained to beat you
I couldn't get past you
But can I outlast?
I couldn't outlast you
You shouldn't be here
But look what I can do
Don't show me something
Unless it's something new
I was trained to beat you
I couldn't beat you
I couldn't beat you
I couldn't beat you
You know him
He's the one who leaves you high and dry
You know this
It takes six seconds on all sides
You know him
He'll compromise your alibi
You know him
He'll make you feel like you cannot survive
Totally sadistic
Won't tolerate submissive
Never underestimate his drive
Couldn't see him coming
You're walking, but he's running
You'll be catching up for miles
I think it takes
Six seconds on all sides
Six seconds on all sides
Six seconds on all sides
Six seconds on all sides
Six seconds on all sides
Six seconds on all sides
Six seconds on all sides
Six seconds on all sides
Six seconds on all sides (Going on forever)
Six seconds on all sides (Going on forever)
Six seconds on all sides (Going on forever)
Six seconds on all sides (Going on forever)
Six seconds on all sides (Going on forever)
Six seconds on all sides (Going on forever)
Six seconds on all sides (Going on forever)
Six seconds on all sides (Going on forever)
Six seconds on all sides (Going on forever)
Six seconds on all sides (Going on forever)
Six seconds on all sides (Going on forever)
Six seconds on all sides (Going on forever)
It's going on forever
It's going on forever
It's going on forever
And ever, and ever, and ever
You know him
He's the one who leaves you high and dry
You know this
It takes six seconds on all sides
You know him
He'll compromise your alibi
You know him
He'll make you feel like you cannot survive
Six seconds on all sides
My Poison lyrics - Ayria
You're my drug
Twisted lust
I can't get up
I don't feel sober
Burning skin to the touch
Leave the shame to your subconscious
And the kiss from your mouth
Left a taste that pushed me over
I think we're crazy in lust
I think I'm crazy in love with you
We ought to stop this
Now, now, now is when I want it
Talk's useless and overrated
Now we have to try to stop this all from happening
It gets inside my head
It picks apart my rules
It's a game
One that I love to lose
And it stings
And there's fear
And it grips me all over
I feel pain, but I'd die
If I can't have this moment
I think we're crazy in lust
I think I'm crazy in love with you
We ought to stop this
Now, now, now is when I want it
Talk's useless and overrated
Now we have to try to stop this all from happening
Now, now, now is when I want it
Talk's useless and overrated
Now we have to try to stop this all
And you're my poison
Take it all
Take my pride
I want you now
You're my poison
Now
Twisted lust
I can't get up
I don't feel sober
Burning skin to the touch
Leave the shame to your subconscious
And the kiss from your mouth
Left a taste that pushed me over
I think we're crazy in lust
I think I'm crazy in love with you
We ought to stop this
Now, now, now is when I want it
Talk's useless and overrated
Now we have to try to stop this all from happening
It gets inside my head
It picks apart my rules
It's a game
One that I love to lose
And it stings
And there's fear
And it grips me all over
I feel pain, but I'd die
If I can't have this moment
I think we're crazy in lust
I think I'm crazy in love with you
We ought to stop this
Now, now, now is when I want it
Talk's useless and overrated
Now we have to try to stop this all from happening
Now, now, now is when I want it
Talk's useless and overrated
Now we have to try to stop this all
And you're my poison
Take it all
Take my pride
I want you now
You're my poison
Now
Girl On The Floor lyrics - Ayria
Mirror, mirror on the wall
I'm just someone with no self-control
You don't know the real me
But you get a glimpse
So you paint a picture
So vivid, but just so wrong
This little girl is broken this time
Broken
I've seen things no one should ever have to see
I paint a smile to tell the world I'm doing fine
While everything I've known flies out the window
I just want to leave this situation
I don't want to reach this destination
Can't you see I've lost the motivation
I want to leave this situation
Mirror, mirror on the wall
You see a girl with no self-control
You ask what I want
It's complicated
The truth is I don't know
I guess it's not enough to be there sometimes
Sometimes
But I've been dealt a hand no one should ever have to play
I guess I've really messed up this time
Messed up this time
But I'm too tired to fake the strength behind this lie
I just want to leave this situation
I don't want to reach this destination
Can't you see I've lost the motivation
I want to leave this situation
And now I sit here
All alone and bored
My head is filled with advice I once ignored
That all you get from this moment
Is all you gave to your past
And all you get from this moment
Is what you gave to your past
I'm turning to the next thing
And I laugh just for this moment
I'm crying on the bathroom floor
Because nothing is the same
I'm turning to the next one
Then we're laughing for the moment
I'm crying on the bathroom floor
I cannot regain strength
I just want to leave this situation
I don't want to reach this destination
Can't you see I've lost the motivation
I want to leave this situation
I just want to leave this situation
I don't want to reach this destination
Can't you see I've lost the motivation
I want to leave this situation
And now I sit here
All alone and bored
My head is filled with advice I once ignored
That all you get from this moment
Is all you gave to your past
And all you get from this moment
Is what you gave to your past
I'm just someone with no self-control
You don't know the real me
But you get a glimpse
So you paint a picture
So vivid, but just so wrong
This little girl is broken this time
Broken
I've seen things no one should ever have to see
I paint a smile to tell the world I'm doing fine
While everything I've known flies out the window
I just want to leave this situation
I don't want to reach this destination
Can't you see I've lost the motivation
I want to leave this situation
Mirror, mirror on the wall
You see a girl with no self-control
You ask what I want
It's complicated
The truth is I don't know
I guess it's not enough to be there sometimes
Sometimes
But I've been dealt a hand no one should ever have to play
I guess I've really messed up this time
Messed up this time
But I'm too tired to fake the strength behind this lie
I just want to leave this situation
I don't want to reach this destination
Can't you see I've lost the motivation
I want to leave this situation
And now I sit here
All alone and bored
My head is filled with advice I once ignored
That all you get from this moment
Is all you gave to your past
And all you get from this moment
Is what you gave to your past
I'm turning to the next thing
And I laugh just for this moment
I'm crying on the bathroom floor
Because nothing is the same
I'm turning to the next one
Then we're laughing for the moment
I'm crying on the bathroom floor
I cannot regain strength
I just want to leave this situation
I don't want to reach this destination
Can't you see I've lost the motivation
I want to leave this situation
I just want to leave this situation
I don't want to reach this destination
Can't you see I've lost the motivation
I want to leave this situation
And now I sit here
All alone and bored
My head is filled with advice I once ignored
That all you get from this moment
Is all you gave to your past
And all you get from this moment
Is what you gave to your past
Winter Love Song lyrics - Ayria
Feel the twilight glow
In the falling snow
And here you are
Smiling at me like you can't feel the cold
Hand in hand we walk
There's no need to say a word
With no other sounds but the
Gentle sigh of an icy exhale
The world looks good dead
It looks so good dead you said
It looks so good dead
It looks so good dead instead
Even though
Your body was cold
When I embraced you
I swear I've never felt something so warm
The world looks good dead
It looks so good dead you said
The world looks good dead
It looks so good dead instead
A slowing pulse
My lips are blue
I kiss to feel the calm in you
It's strange I'm sure
But I prefer
The lifelessness of the world
A slowing pulse
My lips are blue
I kiss to feel the calm in you
It's strange I'm sure
But I prefer
The lifelessness of the world
I love you
It's all that's true
I want together to grow old
You know that
We're not perfect
But I think together we'll come close
It's hard to
Accept that
Things will change and that's for sure
If we make it
We'll look back
And know we'll always have winter
The world looks good dead
It looks so good dead you said
The world looks good dead
It looks so good dead instead
In the falling snow
And here you are
Smiling at me like you can't feel the cold
Hand in hand we walk
There's no need to say a word
With no other sounds but the
Gentle sigh of an icy exhale
The world looks good dead
It looks so good dead you said
It looks so good dead
It looks so good dead instead
Even though
Your body was cold
When I embraced you
I swear I've never felt something so warm
The world looks good dead
It looks so good dead you said
The world looks good dead
It looks so good dead instead
A slowing pulse
My lips are blue
I kiss to feel the calm in you
It's strange I'm sure
But I prefer
The lifelessness of the world
A slowing pulse
My lips are blue
I kiss to feel the calm in you
It's strange I'm sure
But I prefer
The lifelessness of the world
I love you
It's all that's true
I want together to grow old
You know that
We're not perfect
But I think together we'll come close
It's hard to
Accept that
Things will change and that's for sure
If we make it
We'll look back
And know we'll always have winter
The world looks good dead
It looks so good dead you said
The world looks good dead
It looks so good dead instead
It's Been Fun lyrics - Ayria
I saw something in your eyes
That drew me into you in this light
There's desire in this pounding club
But alcohol and dancing don't mean love
Now I know you're not the one
But it's been lots of fun
A moment fleeting
And I know one day you'll find
Someone down the line
But it can't be me
Now please just turn away
You have to go away
You can't rescue me
One day you'll pass me by
We'll look each other in the eyes
But I won't feel a thing
The next day it's back to life
There's something shallow about club life
But next week I'll be back again
To find a new fake connection
You don't feel the way that I do
I don't feel the way that you do
We don't feel the way that they do
You don't feel the way that I do
Don't misread my mind
Think you're a great find
But we're moving on
To find the next one
I know you like my face
And the way I move
Could you heal my tears?
I don't think you could
Love me the next day
When the magic fades and the hangover enhances mistakes
That drew me into you in this light
There's desire in this pounding club
But alcohol and dancing don't mean love
Now I know you're not the one
But it's been lots of fun
A moment fleeting
And I know one day you'll find
Someone down the line
But it can't be me
Now please just turn away
You have to go away
You can't rescue me
One day you'll pass me by
We'll look each other in the eyes
But I won't feel a thing
The next day it's back to life
There's something shallow about club life
But next week I'll be back again
To find a new fake connection
You don't feel the way that I do
I don't feel the way that you do
We don't feel the way that they do
You don't feel the way that I do
Don't misread my mind
Think you're a great find
But we're moving on
To find the next one
I know you like my face
And the way I move
Could you heal my tears?
I don't think you could
Love me the next day
When the magic fades and the hangover enhances mistakes
Counterblow lyrics - Ayria
I feel it
The guilt now washes over me
Resides in my consciousness
It's complicating me
All that you had to say was "Never get too close to me"
I might have thought my actions through
My rash decisions will prove
Now it's all too late
Below the surface
Is where this hurt lives
I cannot mend
I just divide inside
It's mine
I'd like to think that I could damage you from within
But I gave up and it's obvious some things go way past sin
Caught in the undertow
A victim of a counterblow
And now I'm left with these shattered nerves and emptiness that I deserve
Now it's all too late
Below the surface
Is where this hurt lives
I cannot mend
I just divide inside
It's mine
Wishing I could move time
Just get out
Now I must live without
Can't seem to fix what I've broken down
Worn out an now I just don't care
Stripped down the girl I must repair
You made me do thing that I didn't like
Unfair
Now you forget what I tasted like
And you pretend out of spite
Did you forget the depths of my eyes?
As you stared and said you wouldn't compromise
Trying to take what you wanted most
You didn't even come close
Now I will stand here in cont
Selling Rebellion lyrics - Ayria
Is this my life or is it just routine
With a dime, purchased my self esteem
All this aggression self-hatred makes for one angry machine
Now they're selling rebellion all up to me
They're selling rebellion because right now it's what I need
Could you sell me enough?
Security an emotional need
We're all the same made from the same machine
We could rise up to take a stand but they are waiting and one step ahead
Now they're selling rebellion all up to you
Selling rebellion because they see it in you
Take it and make it all my own
I paid good money to feel safe
I believe everything
I buy therefore I am
There's something that I'm looking for
The thing that promises me more
A mass production of what makes me who I am
Escape from this mundane life
They tell you you need something more
You need to be a better man now
Well they've got something for you
But they're going to need to whore you
Could you sacrifice your soul for this?
Well you're going to need to try
I think I found the piece of you
That doesn't come from a package
But they're waiting for it to fail
So they can sell you something new
My Revenge On The World lyrics - ayria
Seems everything I did was wrong and now everything's gone
Alone and silent, now this time is just for me
I never wanted a part of this that got inside of me
I thought I could get rid of you it's not true
I wanted to get away I've never known what to say
You were behind me but never all the way
And now I'll put up a fight this is destined to end tonight
A course of action, execution, start the sequence go!
One, Two, I'll start with you because you had the most to lose
Three, Four, on the ground, humanity is going down
Five, Six, now attack, this time with no touchbacks
Seven, Eight, in spite of all our instincts we must strike
Mass of destruction lies in my wake, all this is for me to take
You were beside me but this revenge is just for me
This tidal wave of obsessive rage needing to satiate
The forces behind a hostile state
One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten
All bets are off this time we're shutting off
One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten
And now, that's right, you all fall down
Taking my attack stance right now
Making sure you all get knocked down
Don't try anything that gets in my way
This time no one gets a say
One, Two, I'll start with you because you had the most to lose
Three, Four, on the ground, your whole world crashing down
Five, Six, now attack, it's time for payback
Seven, Eight, now I know everyone has got to go, now STRIKE!
Alone and silent, now this time is just for me
I never wanted a part of this that got inside of me
I thought I could get rid of you it's not true
I wanted to get away I've never known what to say
You were behind me but never all the way
And now I'll put up a fight this is destined to end tonight
A course of action, execution, start the sequence go!
One, Two, I'll start with you because you had the most to lose
Three, Four, on the ground, humanity is going down
Five, Six, now attack, this time with no touchbacks
Seven, Eight, in spite of all our instincts we must strike
Mass of destruction lies in my wake, all this is for me to take
You were beside me but this revenge is just for me
This tidal wave of obsessive rage needing to satiate
The forces behind a hostile state
One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten
All bets are off this time we're shutting off
One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten
And now, that's right, you all fall down
Taking my attack stance right now
Making sure you all get knocked down
Don't try anything that gets in my way
This time no one gets a say
One, Two, I'll start with you because you had the most to lose
Three, Four, on the ground, your whole world crashing down
Five, Six, now attack, it's time for payback
Seven, Eight, now I know everyone has got to go, now STRIKE!
Pink Dress lyrics - Ayria
Now it's all black
And feelings will conquer logic
So I crept out the back
Hopefully no one noticed
They said it's suicide
She's trapped inside her mind
She tastes like cyanide
Poisoned right through
I said I'm sorry
There was nothing I could do
You saw right through me
It's something I could never do
I thought you would laugh
But nothing prepared me for this
When nature strikes back
Who knew she would be so wicked?
She looks so peaceful now
Just like a doll somehow
But they don't see what I can see
She got to them and now she's coming for me
I'm sorry
There was nothing I could do
You saw right through me
It's something I could never do
She said disappear
That's something I'm good at too
It you don't keep quiet
They just might hear you too
I looked up to you
Idolized all you do
Was I the one that you pinned this on?
Well you won't get to blame me anymore
They said it's suicide
She's trapped inside her mind
But they don't see what I can see
That she's poisoned right through
I told you that I don't know where she could be
But I know that she is laughing down at me
They whispered;
'This one looks smug in her pink dress'
I fled the scene
She's innocent but she's a mess
I'm sorry
There was nothing I could do
You saw right through me
It's something I could never do
Now it's all black
And feelings will conquer logic
And nature strikes back
Who knew she would be so wicked?
And feelings will conquer logic
So I crept out the back
Hopefully no one noticed
They said it's suicide
She's trapped inside her mind
She tastes like cyanide
Poisoned right through
I said I'm sorry
There was nothing I could do
You saw right through me
It's something I could never do
I thought you would laugh
But nothing prepared me for this
When nature strikes back
Who knew she would be so wicked?
She looks so peaceful now
Just like a doll somehow
But they don't see what I can see
She got to them and now she's coming for me
I'm sorry
There was nothing I could do
You saw right through me
It's something I could never do
She said disappear
That's something I'm good at too
It you don't keep quiet
They just might hear you too
I looked up to you
Idolized all you do
Was I the one that you pinned this on?
Well you won't get to blame me anymore
They said it's suicide
She's trapped inside her mind
But they don't see what I can see
That she's poisoned right through
I told you that I don't know where she could be
But I know that she is laughing down at me
They whispered;
'This one looks smug in her pink dress'
I fled the scene
She's innocent but she's a mess
I'm sorry
There was nothing I could do
You saw right through me
It's something I could never do
Now it's all black
And feelings will conquer logic
And nature strikes back
Who knew she would be so wicked?
St. Edith lyrics - Ayria
I saw your shadow in the darkened hall
You walked right over me, not knowing of your impending fall
And now they seek out you
They're worshipping your eternal pain
But with technology comes insecurity and a lack of faith
I'm here to calm you down
I'm here to calm you down, but it's over
It's over
It's over
Yes, it's over
You're in a tragic prison (it's over)
So desperate to get out (it's over)
I hope you find your way out (it's over)
I'm scared you can't exist (it's over)
The worst is over now
You should go to sleep and try not to dream
I'd try to talk to you, but I'm afraid of what you could bring
I know that one woman couldn't change the world, but you've changed this girl
A tortured place to be, I hope that you could find what you need
I'm here to calm you down
I'm here to calm you down, but it's over
It's over
It's over
Yes, it's over
You're in a tragic prison (it's over)
So desperate to get out (it's over)
I hope you find your way out (it's over)
I'm scared you can't exist (it's over)
And if you're trying to find me, you've found me
And if you're trying to find me, you've found me
And if you're trying to find me, you've found me
And if you're trying to find me, you've found me
Infiltrating My Way Through The System lyrics - Ayria
Someone told me you should never trust a desperate man
Keep your head straight with your eyes on the final prize
Don't lose the focus now
Fighting forward
There will always be the ones who question everything
I've always noticed
There's nothing bigger than all of the little things
It's what I'm waiting for
I've never wanted more
There's no telling just what we could do
Just have to get through this
I don't know what they want me to see
I just know that they don't see me
I'm concealed, silent threat too
I'm infiltrating through
I'm pushing through all sides
I've swallowed my pride
Just to be the one
Unchanged by the tides
With my final breath
I'll open my eyes
Made my way through a system that's left me to die
Crawling under, undetected by the ones who protect everything
A search for power but if you want to be like them you'll have to emulate
Finding a way through to the core and the center of everything
Imperfect system
I don't know what I strive to be in this pointless place
But I am waiting for something that gives me more
Infiltrating through the system
Not enough just to survive
Walking on the edge of nothing
Getting burned to feel alive
Keep your head straight with your eyes on the final prize
Don't lose the focus now
Fighting forward
There will always be the ones who question everything
I've always noticed
There's nothing bigger than all of the little things
It's what I'm waiting for
I've never wanted more
There's no telling just what we could do
Just have to get through this
I don't know what they want me to see
I just know that they don't see me
I'm concealed, silent threat too
I'm infiltrating through
I'm pushing through all sides
I've swallowed my pride
Just to be the one
Unchanged by the tides
With my final breath
I'll open my eyes
Made my way through a system that's left me to die
Crawling under, undetected by the ones who protect everything
A search for power but if you want to be like them you'll have to emulate
Finding a way through to the core and the center of everything
Imperfect system
I don't know what I strive to be in this pointless place
But I am waiting for something that gives me more
Infiltrating through the system
Not enough just to survive
Walking on the edge of nothing
Getting burned to feel alive
Be Me lyrics - Ayria
I think I know you
Sometimes I want to be you
No one knows why
but the grass always greener from the depths of the inside
And I want to laugh and I want to smile somewhere else for a while
Afraid of life but scared to die
I know it's strange so never mind
I's not real..
Real..
Real..
Every fear and every passion, I tied it to you
So if you push me under water, I'll drown facing you
And I know just what you're thinking, I destroy reality
But it's hard when on my back is shattered angel wings
I think you know me
but you want to be me
I don't know why
when uncertainty and fear are the reigners of this mind
My strength has left me now
It's faded like the sun in wintertime
And things that glitter also die alone
Nothing lasts through time
It's not real
Real..
Real..
Every fear and every passion, I tied it to you
So if you push me under water, I'll drown facing you
And I know just what you're thinking, I destroy reality
But it's hard when on my back is shattered angel wings
I close my eyes
I've fallen, you caught me
I'm drowning, can't rise above
This is my life
In the sky
And I know just what you're thinking, I destroy reality
But it's hard when on my back is shattered angel wings
Confusion emerges..
Confusion emerges..
Takes critisism..
Life..
I've fallen, you caught me
Sometimes I want to be you
No one knows why
but the grass always greener from the depths of the inside
And I want to laugh and I want to smile somewhere else for a while
Afraid of life but scared to die
I know it's strange so never mind
I's not real..
Real..
Real..
Every fear and every passion, I tied it to you
So if you push me under water, I'll drown facing you
And I know just what you're thinking, I destroy reality
But it's hard when on my back is shattered angel wings
I think you know me
but you want to be me
I don't know why
when uncertainty and fear are the reigners of this mind
My strength has left me now
It's faded like the sun in wintertime
And things that glitter also die alone
Nothing lasts through time
It's not real
Real..
Real..
Every fear and every passion, I tied it to you
So if you push me under water, I'll drown facing you
And I know just what you're thinking, I destroy reality
But it's hard when on my back is shattered angel wings
I close my eyes
I've fallen, you caught me
I'm drowning, can't rise above
This is my life
In the sky
And I know just what you're thinking, I destroy reality
But it's hard when on my back is shattered angel wings
Confusion emerges..
Confusion emerges..
Takes critisism..
Life..
I've fallen, you caught me
Post Apocalyptic Girl lyrics - Ayria
I feel something isn't right
I think it is this world
When there's nothing left to fight
We all fall down
We need a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough now
We need a breakthrough
All I need is to know you're out there
Another chance may be somewhere
But we want to start it all again
Follow me down
Alone middle of the night
It is the end of this world
I'd give everything I have
Just to get out
Took playing god one step too far
How could we been mistaken?
Man ruled from a counterfeit throne
We followed him down
Called it a breakthrough
Called it a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough now
We need a breakthrough
All I need is to know you're out there
Another chance may be somewhere
But we want to start it all again
Follow me down
Nothing left for me to wish for
Wanting you is detrimental
All I have is the beating of my heart
We all fall down
You're my shining star
Tell me where you are
You're my shining star
Tell me where you are
Do you dream of me?
We need a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough now
We need a breakthrough
All I need is to know you're out there
Another chance may be somewhere
But we want to start it all again
Follow me down
Nothing left for me to wish for
Wanting you is detrimental
All I have is the beating of my heart
We all fall down
Follow me down..
Follow me down..
I think it is this world
When there's nothing left to fight
We all fall down
We need a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough now
We need a breakthrough
All I need is to know you're out there
Another chance may be somewhere
But we want to start it all again
Follow me down
Alone middle of the night
It is the end of this world
I'd give everything I have
Just to get out
Took playing god one step too far
How could we been mistaken?
Man ruled from a counterfeit throne
We followed him down
Called it a breakthrough
Called it a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough now
We need a breakthrough
All I need is to know you're out there
Another chance may be somewhere
But we want to start it all again
Follow me down
Nothing left for me to wish for
Wanting you is detrimental
All I have is the beating of my heart
We all fall down
You're my shining star
Tell me where you are
You're my shining star
Tell me where you are
Do you dream of me?
We need a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough now
We need a breakthrough
All I need is to know you're out there
Another chance may be somewhere
But we want to start it all again
Follow me down
Nothing left for me to wish for
Wanting you is detrimental
All I have is the beating of my heart
We all fall down
Follow me down..
Follow me down..
Cutting lyrics - Ayria
Tell me how to feel
Show me what is real
I tried to back away but everwhere's the same
And in this over-conscious world all I want to do is dream
I don't know what you held on to
To get this far but I need some too
Because I'm slipping from existence
And there's just no resistence
To stop this all from happening
Today the pain
It got so bad I had to scream
I'm cutting myself
Because I cannot face
The world around me
Is nothing
I'm cutting up myself
Because there's no way out
Dispersing what I feel
So I feel nothing
I don't know what to do
To be as numb as you
I must be doing something wrong to always feel this down
With an overwhelming urge to shout at those around
I tried to reach out to the past
But the lesson learned is to not look back
The memories will just confuse
An overwhelmed and frightened youth
I've learned to accept it
I know that that's pathetic
I can't explain to others
I know that they'll reject it
Today the pain
It got so bad I had to scream
I'm cutting myself
Because I cannot face
The world around me
Is nothing
I'm cutting up myself
Because there's no way out
Dispersing what I feel
So I feel nothing
Today the pain
It got so bad I had to scream
Today the pain
It felt so bad I had to scream
I had to scream
I had to scream
I had to scream
Show me what is real
I tried to back away but everwhere's the same
And in this over-conscious world all I want to do is dream
I don't know what you held on to
To get this far but I need some too
Because I'm slipping from existence
And there's just no resistence
To stop this all from happening
Today the pain
It got so bad I had to scream
I'm cutting myself
Because I cannot face
The world around me
Is nothing
I'm cutting up myself
Because there's no way out
Dispersing what I feel
So I feel nothing
I don't know what to do
To be as numb as you
I must be doing something wrong to always feel this down
With an overwhelming urge to shout at those around
I tried to reach out to the past
But the lesson learned is to not look back
The memories will just confuse
An overwhelmed and frightened youth
I've learned to accept it
I know that that's pathetic
I can't explain to others
I know that they'll reject it
Today the pain
It got so bad I had to scream
I'm cutting myself
Because I cannot face
The world around me
Is nothing
I'm cutting up myself
Because there's no way out
Dispersing what I feel
So I feel nothing
Today the pain
It got so bad I had to scream
Today the pain
It felt so bad I had to scream
I had to scream
I had to scream
I had to scream
My Device lyrics - Ayria
I walk alone
I tried my hand at something new
Without you
I'm better off
And on my own
I've fallen countless times but I've realized
I'm better off
I'm forgetting the mess that we were
Give and take
An eye for an eye
A tooth for a tooth
A sigh for a sigh
A lie for a lie
Without you I'm better off
Without you I'm better off
You were my device
A crutch that sustained me through life
Too crippled to put you aside
I never knew why
An eye for an eye
A bruise for a bruise
Was never enough
To satisfy you
I tried my hand at something new
Without you
I'm better off
And on my own
I've fallen countless times but I've realized
I'm better off
I'm forgetting the mess that we were
Give and take
An eye for an eye
A tooth for a tooth
A sigh for a sigh
A lie for a lie
Without you I'm better off
Without you I'm better off
You were my device
A crutch that sustained me through life
Too crippled to put you aside
I never knew why
An eye for an eye
A bruise for a bruise
Was never enough
To satisfy you
Flicker lyrics - Ayria
I know you're suffering
I'd like to change your fate
But I sense a lack of trust in me
I'll give you everything
I give the weak man strength
Eliminate what makes you weak
Do you want to know where the wind blows?
Do you feel the same when the winds change?
Do you want to know where the wind blows, today?
The story of your life
Never get it right
Sleepless through the night
I will be there
Spending all your time
Defending what is right
While afraid to take a side
I won't be there
Here we are again
Thought you knew everything
If you could only see the world through me
I take the rich man's greed
Then knock him down to me
To fill his eyes with what he is
Would you want to know where the wind blows?
Do you feel the same when the winds change?
Do you want to know where the wind blows, today?
The story of your life
Never get it right
Sleepless through the night
I will be there
The weakest of your kind
You're crippled and so blind
Flickering, then dying
I am not there
Never know
Where you are
Where to go
How far
Never know (never know)
Where you are (where you are)
Flickering (flickering)
Like a star
I never thought you'd do the things you said you would
You always wanted more than this small life could give
Immortalized you
God-sized you
Live forever
Now you've achieved it all
And no one wants to compare
Never know (never know)
Where you are (where you are)
Immortalized and God-sized
Never know (never know)
Where you are (where you are)
Flickering (flickering)
Like a star
I'd like to change your fate
But I sense a lack of trust in me
I'll give you everything
I give the weak man strength
Eliminate what makes you weak
Do you want to know where the wind blows?
Do you feel the same when the winds change?
Do you want to know where the wind blows, today?
The story of your life
Never get it right
Sleepless through the night
I will be there
Spending all your time
Defending what is right
While afraid to take a side
I won't be there
Here we are again
Thought you knew everything
If you could only see the world through me
I take the rich man's greed
Then knock him down to me
To fill his eyes with what he is
Would you want to know where the wind blows?
Do you feel the same when the winds change?
Do you want to know where the wind blows, today?
The story of your life
Never get it right
Sleepless through the night
I will be there
The weakest of your kind
You're crippled and so blind
Flickering, then dying
I am not there
Never know
Where you are
Where to go
How far
Never know (never know)
Where you are (where you are)
Flickering (flickering)
Like a star
I never thought you'd do the things you said you would
You always wanted more than this small life could give
Immortalized you
God-sized you
Live forever
Now you've achieved it all
And no one wants to compare
Never know (never know)
Where you are (where you are)
Immortalized and God-sized
Never know (never know)
Where you are (where you are)
Flickering (flickering)
Like a star
Lovely Day lyrics - Ayria
I've been listening to this song for hours
And my head aches but that doesn't stop me
It keeps repeating and now my eyes burn
They have turned red
And I do this to myself
I should get out
But there is nowhere to go on a Tuesday night
This restless feeling
There is no cure for
So I wait
It's a lovely day
To never feel this way again
And will I ever find
Someone who understands my mind?
I don't think so
It's just a sea of faces and vacant stares
And they will never be in this place again
I have your number
But I won't call it
I fear rejection more than being alone
I'm almost nauseous
Maybe I'm dying?
Over dramatic, but that's what happens
When you have too much time to think about the end
The lights look blurry now
And the cars pass by me on an energetic street
That I have no part of
It's a lovely day
To never feel this way again
And will I ever find
Someone who understands my mind?
I don't think so
It's just a sea of faces and vacant stares
And they will never be in this place again
I will wait for you to find me
But I know you never will
I will seek to you to save me
But I know you never will
I will try to regain passion
But I'm faltering
I will try to overcome this
But I'm overwhelmed again
Lovely day
Feel this way
Lovely place
Never feel this way
And my head aches but that doesn't stop me
It keeps repeating and now my eyes burn
They have turned red
And I do this to myself
I should get out
But there is nowhere to go on a Tuesday night
This restless feeling
There is no cure for
So I wait
It's a lovely day
To never feel this way again
And will I ever find
Someone who understands my mind?
I don't think so
It's just a sea of faces and vacant stares
And they will never be in this place again
I have your number
But I won't call it
I fear rejection more than being alone
I'm almost nauseous
Maybe I'm dying?
Over dramatic, but that's what happens
When you have too much time to think about the end
The lights look blurry now
And the cars pass by me on an energetic street
That I have no part of
It's a lovely day
To never feel this way again
And will I ever find
Someone who understands my mind?
I don't think so
It's just a sea of faces and vacant stares
And they will never be in this place again
I will wait for you to find me
But I know you never will
I will seek to you to save me
But I know you never will
I will try to regain passion
But I'm faltering
I will try to overcome this
But I'm overwhelmed again
Lovely day
Feel this way
Lovely place
Never feel this way
DOS lyrics - Ayria
I'm fighting time
They fight for life
I'm standing still
I'm watching them fall down
Impurity that eats at me
Awakening the need for sacrifice
My weakness is
My tolerance
And ignorance of other's lives
As people burn I'm watching my T.V.
Their faces pained
They don't affect me
I'd love to help
My hands are tied right now
While I'm still learning how to help myself
A way
How to help myself
In my defense
I powerless to circumstance
A slave to my freedom
Immunity from all I see
Thank god for me
For what I have become
All we have to fear is fear of ourselves
I'd move but I can't forgive myself
A part of me still wallows in self doubt
Don't mess with me
There's too much in my head
It's not my fault
It's just how I've been led
Impurity that eats at me
Awakening hate and sacrifice
My weakness is
My tolerance and ignorance of others lives
They fight for life
I'm standing still
I'm watching them fall down
Impurity that eats at me
Awakening the need for sacrifice
My weakness is
My tolerance
And ignorance of other's lives
As people burn I'm watching my T.V.
Their faces pained
They don't affect me
I'd love to help
My hands are tied right now
While I'm still learning how to help myself
A way
How to help myself
In my defense
I powerless to circumstance
A slave to my freedom
Immunity from all I see
Thank god for me
For what I have become
All we have to fear is fear of ourselves
I'd move but I can't forgive myself
A part of me still wallows in self doubt
Don't mess with me
There's too much in my head
It's not my fault
It's just how I've been led
Impurity that eats at me
Awakening hate and sacrifice
My weakness is
My tolerance and ignorance of others lives
Horrible Dream lyrics - Ayria
Suffering from bitterness
Not feeling so right
Uncontrolled-mismanaged hate
No one is right
Differences unforeseen
Bound to lead
At failed attempts to do something constructively
Diffuse it
Destroy it
Abuse it and enjoy it
This horrible dream
A horrible nightmare
A wonderful dream
A wonderful nightmare
This toxic mind provoking all hostility
Frail on the outer side, anxiety
Afraid of what I'm capable of damaging
Manifestation of a mental disease
Diffuse it
Destroy it
Abuse it and enjoy it
This horrible dream
A horrible nightmare
A wonderful dream
A wonderful nightmare
I cannot control this
Why can't I do something?
Why can't I do anything?
Why can't I do something
To stop the hostility?
Not feeling so right
Uncontrolled-mismanaged hate
No one is right
Differences unforeseen
Bound to lead
At failed attempts to do something constructively
Diffuse it
Destroy it
Abuse it and enjoy it
This horrible dream
A horrible nightmare
A wonderful dream
A wonderful nightmare
This toxic mind provoking all hostility
Frail on the outer side, anxiety
Afraid of what I'm capable of damaging
Manifestation of a mental disease
Diffuse it
Destroy it
Abuse it and enjoy it
This horrible dream
A horrible nightmare
A wonderful dream
A wonderful nightmare
I cannot control this
Why can't I do something?
Why can't I do anything?
Why can't I do something
To stop the hostility?
Had Something lyrics - Ayria
I think I want some more time
I need some more time
To take it all in
And start it again
Because all that you are
It isn't for me
It's breaking apart
It wasn't to be
Won't you understand
The reasons we couldn't do this?
They're standing in my way
With all the power trip's obliviousness
How am I deserving?
Taking almost everything I had
Used me up for everything I am
I thought you would give that much more to me
I thought we had something
Everything you are is not for me
Let it break apart
Not meant to be
I think I want some more time
I need some more time
To take it all in
And start it again
Because all that you are
It isn't for me
It's breaking apart
It wasn't to be
Looking back now
You have proven that nothing lasts forever
But a tiny moment
And time has moved us to separate dimensions
Taking almost everything I had
Used me up for everything I am
I thought you would give that much more to me
I thought we had something
Thought I knew something
But now it's nothing
Everything you are is not for me
I thought we had something
I think I want some more time
I need some more time
To take it all in
And start it again
Because all that you are
It isn't for me
It's breaking apart
It wasn't to be
Everything you said is coming true
Everything that I disliked about you
I need some more time
To take it all in
And start it again
Because all that you are
It isn't for me
It's breaking apart
It wasn't to be
Won't you understand
The reasons we couldn't do this?
They're standing in my way
With all the power trip's obliviousness
How am I deserving?
Taking almost everything I had
Used me up for everything I am
I thought you would give that much more to me
I thought we had something
Everything you are is not for me
Let it break apart
Not meant to be
I think I want some more time
I need some more time
To take it all in
And start it again
Because all that you are
It isn't for me
It's breaking apart
It wasn't to be
Looking back now
You have proven that nothing lasts forever
But a tiny moment
And time has moved us to separate dimensions
Taking almost everything I had
Used me up for everything I am
I thought you would give that much more to me
I thought we had something
Thought I knew something
But now it's nothing
Everything you are is not for me
I thought we had something
I think I want some more time
I need some more time
To take it all in
And start it again
Because all that you are
It isn't for me
It's breaking apart
It wasn't to be
Everything you said is coming true
Everything that I disliked about you
Mercury lyrics - Ayria
The dull light lingers
The candle flickers
Beside you in the red
The beat of nameless songs
The pulsing flame goes on
I try to hear
But I am not there
I saw you for the first time today
With nothing left in the way
I've never felt this way before
I fear I'll never feel this way again
What do you need to feel from me
Take what you want
What do you see?
On the ocean and beyond
Amidst the others
I'm waiting impatient
An echoed existence
The dull light lingers
The candle flickers
Beside you in the red
The beat of nameless songs
The pulsing flame goes on
I try to hear
But I am not there
The faces unfamiliar
I've never felt so close
A flickered little moment that goes on
That leaves me so sore
The candle flickers
Beside you in the red
The beat of nameless songs
The pulsing flame goes on
I try to hear
But I am not there
I saw you for the first time today
With nothing left in the way
I've never felt this way before
I fear I'll never feel this way again
What do you need to feel from me
Take what you want
What do you see?
On the ocean and beyond
Amidst the others
I'm waiting impatient
An echoed existence
The dull light lingers
The candle flickers
Beside you in the red
The beat of nameless songs
The pulsing flame goes on
I try to hear
But I am not there
The faces unfamiliar
I've never felt so close
A flickered little moment that goes on
That leaves me so sore
The Radio lyrics - Ayria
The radio keeps playing our old song again
To remind me of times when I thought that the days would never end
I knew this was coming, I thought I could change this
I knew you weren't coming, but that's what insincerity brings me
The visions of you, the visions of you
I have to tell you, I think that I've been haunted
I want to find you, because I think it's you who haunts me
I never trusted that you were fully complete
but now we're even, because I don't think you trust me
I've felt that something wasn't right
you never let me in your life
I know that something isn't right today
because you still haunt me
but I know, but I know...
because you still haunt me
well I know, well I know, well I know
I have to tell you, I think that I've been haunted
I want to find you, because I think it's you who haunts me
I never trusted that you were fully complete
But now we're even
The radio keeps playing our old song again
To remind me of times when I thought that the days would never end
I knew you would go, because things just haven't been the same since that day
Was it because of what I said?
I knew this was coming, thought I'd have power to delay, certain change
That's what insincerity brings me
The visions of you, the visions of you
I have to tell you, I think that I've been haunted
I want to find you, because I think it's you who haunts me
but I know, well I know...
Because you still haunt me
To remind me of times when I thought that the days would never end
I knew this was coming, I thought I could change this
I knew you weren't coming, but that's what insincerity brings me
The visions of you, the visions of you
I have to tell you, I think that I've been haunted
I want to find you, because I think it's you who haunts me
I never trusted that you were fully complete
but now we're even, because I don't think you trust me
I've felt that something wasn't right
you never let me in your life
I know that something isn't right today
because you still haunt me
but I know, but I know...
because you still haunt me
well I know, well I know, well I know
I have to tell you, I think that I've been haunted
I want to find you, because I think it's you who haunts me
I never trusted that you were fully complete
But now we're even
The radio keeps playing our old song again
To remind me of times when I thought that the days would never end
I knew you would go, because things just haven't been the same since that day
Was it because of what I said?
I knew this was coming, thought I'd have power to delay, certain change
That's what insincerity brings me
The visions of you, the visions of you
I have to tell you, I think that I've been haunted
I want to find you, because I think it's you who haunts me
but I know, well I know...
Because you still haunt me
Red Shift lyrics - Ayria
Energy passes
A mass of great distance
Red shifting slightly
Extremely ridged
Shifting away from gravitational existence
Everything happens with massive resistance
Shifting towards the red
Proportional to distance
Cosmological effect
Receding from our mission
Increasing energy
Recess velocity
The count goes on to
1, 2, 3, 4
Here I stand planted in this world, waiting
I see atmospheric extinction
Leading to planetary revolution
All the while threatening annihilation
We're facing a
colonized obliteration
A mass of great distance
Red shifting slightly
Extremely ridged
Shifting away from gravitational existence
Everything happens with massive resistance
Shifting towards the red
Proportional to distance
Cosmological effect
Receding from our mission
Increasing energy
Recess velocity
The count goes on to
1, 2, 3, 4
Here I stand planted in this world, waiting
I see atmospheric extinction
Leading to planetary revolution
All the while threatening annihilation
We're facing a
colonized obliteration
Sapphire lyrics - ayria
When I was a little girl
I never dreamt of terror
Is this all now that we are?
Connections have gone so wrong
I never meant to hurt myself
But I don't feel too nice today
And when you got in my way
I never meant to beat you
But now the damage is all done
Here comes the future
And it's not looking so bright
All the defenses I put up
I never thought I'd need them
But I'm disoriented
I can not find my way out
I'm stranded in my virtual world
Here comes the future
And it's not looking so bright
When I was a little girl
I never dreamt of terror
Is this all now that we are?
Connections have gone so wrong
All the hope is gone
You were right
All I ever wanted was the light
I never was myself all night
I put up my defense
I was right
I didn't know
I feel a stirring in you
I never dreamt of terror
Is this all now that we are?
Connections have gone so wrong
I never meant to hurt myself
But I don't feel too nice today
And when you got in my way
I never meant to beat you
But now the damage is all done
Here comes the future
And it's not looking so bright
All the defenses I put up
I never thought I'd need them
But I'm disoriented
I can not find my way out
I'm stranded in my virtual world
Here comes the future
And it's not looking so bright
When I was a little girl
I never dreamt of terror
Is this all now that we are?
Connections have gone so wrong
All the hope is gone
You were right
All I ever wanted was the light
I never was myself all night
I put up my defense
I was right
I didn't know
I feel a stirring in you
Disease lyrics - Ayria
Your love it touches me
One kiss and I can't breath
One touch, I'm suffocating
Get me out I can't breath
Afflicted feelings I should hide
There was a thousand warnings
Thought this devotion I'd deny
I turn to things that haunt me
You're a disease
Sweet tasting rabies
You suck the life right out of me
Just set me free
I think of nothing all the time
Sometimes it's nothing but you
You shouldn't mean a thing to me
This shouldn't be
A stabbing pain stuck in my side
Not sure why I adore you
A strangled choking little cry
I would do all things for you
You're a disease
Sweet tasting rabies
You suck the life right out of me
Just set me free
Leave me be
Set me free
You're a disease
And you spread this on to me
One kiss and I can't breath
One touch, I'm suffocating
Get me out I can't breath
Afflicted feelings I should hide
There was a thousand warnings
Thought this devotion I'd deny
I turn to things that haunt me
You're a disease
Sweet tasting rabies
You suck the life right out of me
Just set me free
I think of nothing all the time
Sometimes it's nothing but you
You shouldn't mean a thing to me
This shouldn't be
A stabbing pain stuck in my side
Not sure why I adore you
A strangled choking little cry
I would do all things for you
You're a disease
Sweet tasting rabies
You suck the life right out of me
Just set me free
Leave me be
Set me free
You're a disease
And you spread this on to me
Start Again lyrics - Ayria
I would have tried
Never knew how much it mattered to you
I'm losing sight of the things that I'd set out to do
Looking at the sky
Never knew that I could fly
Afraid to start again
Push, pushing myself down
Into this hole that comforts me to stay
And I try
To keep awake
Because every night it always feels too late
Never tried to
Never knew you
Never knew just how to fly
Always failed you
Never came through
Never saw the other side
Looking at the sky
Never knew that I could fly
Afraid to start again
And I don't know why
I was so afraid to fly
Why would happen if I tried
I'd have to start again
You're faster
Slow down
I can't catch up
I'm losing ground
Looking at the sky
Never knew that I could fly
Afraid to start again
And I don't know why
You are so afraid to fly
What would happen if we tried
We'd have to start again
Never knew how much it mattered to you
I'm losing sight of the things that I'd set out to do
Looking at the sky
Never knew that I could fly
Afraid to start again
Push, pushing myself down
Into this hole that comforts me to stay
And I try
To keep awake
Because every night it always feels too late
Never tried to
Never knew you
Never knew just how to fly
Always failed you
Never came through
Never saw the other side
Looking at the sky
Never knew that I could fly
Afraid to start again
And I don't know why
I was so afraid to fly
Why would happen if I tried
I'd have to start again
You're faster
Slow down
I can't catch up
I'm losing ground
Looking at the sky
Never knew that I could fly
Afraid to start again
And I don't know why
You are so afraid to fly
What would happen if we tried
We'd have to start again
Debris lyrics - Ayria
In perfect rhythm marching
One beat uniting all these hearts
We stand for something somewhere
My strength and pride control my thoughts
I always thought the worst of almost everything I do
I never want to end up so fucking jaded like you
But you'll never break me down
You just rip me from the core
I take what goes and comes around
It always leave me wanting more
I stand in line behind you
I breathe and live a silent dream
That I'll fall out of step
But I'm taught that's who I never want to be
I stay aligned with values
Are these the ones that I would choose
If I led this line
And had the power like you?
But you'll never break me down
You just rip me from the core
I take what goes and comes around
It always leave me wanting more
This fire
Desire
You always thought you were a fighter
You knew you'd never win a fight
You always fought to be the fighter
You want to fight?
You never thought through your anger
You said you tried
You want to fight me?
Now everything crashes on you
You still try to fight
Well fuck you
You want to fuck?
You want to fuck me?
One beat uniting all these hearts
We stand for something somewhere
My strength and pride control my thoughts
I always thought the worst of almost everything I do
I never want to end up so fucking jaded like you
But you'll never break me down
You just rip me from the core
I take what goes and comes around
It always leave me wanting more
I stand in line behind you
I breathe and live a silent dream
That I'll fall out of step
But I'm taught that's who I never want to be
I stay aligned with values
Are these the ones that I would choose
If I led this line
And had the power like you?
But you'll never break me down
You just rip me from the core
I take what goes and comes around
It always leave me wanting more
This fire
Desire
You always thought you were a fighter
You knew you'd never win a fight
You always fought to be the fighter
You want to fight?
You never thought through your anger
You said you tried
You want to fight me?
Now everything crashes on you
You still try to fight
Well fuck you
You want to fuck?
You want to fuck me?
Substance lyrics - Ayria
Sitting in a daze
It's my favorite place
I'm happy all the time
But that's a substance controlled state
The numbness of my mind
The comfort deep inside
Waiting all the time
For something else to take its place
What did you say?
It's all a haze
It's just a state but don't take this all away
I don't feel right
I don't like this
I should take something to subside this
I'm happy once again
The chemicals kick in
Happy all the time
But it's all because of them
The numbness of my mind
The comfort they provide
Waiting all the time
For something real to take their place
Beta Complex lyrics - Ayria
I've wasted time
I've wasted this mind
A superficial life
With apathy
I know we have not won
I know this all because
When we have everything
It will not change a thing
Just leave me alone today
Because all I do causes so much pain
Know no one part hello
The depthless friends that go
If I don't feel something
I'm going to burst
I tied you to myself
I thought that that would help
I tried to pull you in
I let the rope break
Just leave me alone today
Because all I do causes so much pain
I feel bad today
I don't really know what to say
I don't want to feel bad today
But I guess it's always the way
I don't want you and there's nothing I can do
I've wasted this mind
A superficial life
With apathy
I know we have not won
I know this all because
When we have everything
It will not change a thing
Just leave me alone today
Because all I do causes so much pain
Know no one part hello
The depthless friends that go
If I don't feel something
I'm going to burst
I tied you to myself
I thought that that would help
I tried to pull you in
I let the rope break
Just leave me alone today
Because all I do causes so much pain
I feel bad today
I don't really know what to say
I don't want to feel bad today
But I guess it's always the way
I don't want you and there's nothing I can do
Kiss Me Goodnight As I'm Falling Asleep lyrics- Ayria
The longest night
The longest hour that I have ever lived through
The softest cry
The painful longing of having ever lived through
Kiss me goodnight
Don't say a word
We're an illusion gripping at the only thing we know
The calm twilight
The quiet absence of having ever lived through
Kiss me goodnight
Don't say a word
We're an illusion gripping the unknown
Of all the things we could have been here in this night
We're an illusion to our own
We're an illusion all alone
You built your home
Planted your roots
I'm an intruder
An intrusion
The longest hour that I have ever lived through
The softest cry
The painful longing of having ever lived through
Kiss me goodnight
Don't say a word
We're an illusion gripping at the only thing we know
The calm twilight
The quiet absence of having ever lived through
Kiss me goodnight
Don't say a word
We're an illusion gripping the unknown
Of all the things we could have been here in this night
We're an illusion to our own
We're an illusion all alone
You built your home
Planted your roots
I'm an intruder
An intrusion
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